Heyup. I am so tired it's unreal.. but I'm also pretty glad as I've managed to get into contact with one of my friends that I haven't spoken to in MONTHS. I met her during a stay in a hospital and she's remained one of my best friends ever since. I love her to bits, but she lives a distance away and it doesn't really help that I don't leave the house very often..

It's a bank holiday today. Everything's still shut so I can't ring my mental health team to give me any support. The only thing I have besides my foster carers is the crisis team and, from my experience, they are absolute rubbish in helping me in any way. Although I haven't used them since moving to Bristol, I used them in Wiltshire and they just let me down time and time again. It was dreadful. Maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions again but y'anno, I'm not brave enough to take the chance to ring them..

My alters want to come out and meet my foster carers.. especially Sally. Problem is Sally is a violent, aggressive young woman (17 years old) and to be quite honest, I'm absolutely terrified that she'll come out. I'd rather not have her hurt my foster carers and find myself 'waking up' in a police cell. I'm thinking that won't do anything to improve my mood!

Listening to Blood on the Dancefloor. Love them.
SEXTING ALL THE WAY. :3

Ciao all.

Trix.
xoxo.