So it's been a while. I've been super busy, but I have been coming on to stalk the forums. . Anyway, not much to say except that Izzy was triggered by my ex boyfriend's name, but she was only out long enough to type one post before we pulled her back in. Yeah. That's about it.

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Eh, not much happened today. The others have been surprisingly calm today. Apart from Josh who wanted to come out in my 5th period today. But otherwise, good day.

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So school went wonderfully! The alters didn't even take over, though Izzy nearly did during pre-cal because I was getting stressed out about the work we were already doing in there on the first day. But otherwise, it was great. It was a really awesome first day back and I'm so proud of the others for not taking over even when there were times when they could have. Thanks guys!

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So we got a new alter today. Her name is Sandra, and her age as of now is unknown, but I feel like she's in her late 30s..maybe 36? As we get to know her better we'll learn more about her. She's a mother figure through and through. That's all I've got for today, except that I'm starting my first day of Senior year tomorrow and I'm terrified because it's the alters' first time being at school with me knowing about the DID. There were a few I was aware of last year, but very few, and I hadn't considered DID until just last month. So yeah, super nervous for tomorrow. Wish me luck guys and I will blog about my first day at school with them tomorrow.

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Ooohh wow. Long, long day for us. We've been out all day and things weren't all good while we were out. So I was heading to the pet store to look around while dad went to do errands, and Josh, my little, obviously wanted to come out and see all the cool animals and stuff. So we let him out for a little bit, but he'd gone around the whole store already after a few minutes and was bored, so he started playing with this giant cat litter box that had actual litter in it as well as the dog toys and wanting to take the dragon dog toys home. I didn't want us looking like complete freaks playing with every single dog toy in existence, so I told him to stop, which was when he started getting pouty and upset, saying that people always get upset with him and don't like him. He then locked us in the bathroom, curled up into a ball in the corner, and started having a panic attack. I was let back out only to find myself chilling out on the bathroom floor crying. But we made it up to Josh by letting him play on the swings at a park we went to later this evening, so he was okay.

Seth was also upset by something just an hour or so ago at the park. We were with some friends of my dad who had little kids, and Seth was the one who'd come out for most of the evening there, so the two of them were playing 'balance.' Never a good idea because my body is about as coordinated as a bird without wings trying to fly. Long story short, he lost his balance and fell backwards into the girl behind him and she was just knocked to the ground. We were okay, so was she apart from a few ant bites, but Seth felt really guilty for the rest of our time there. Poor guy.

On the bright side though...Riley got to jam out to some music on the way home.

So yeah. That was our day. Long and filled with quite a bit of drama. Everyone just wants to sleep now, so we're gonna go do that. Night everyone!