ELATED MOODS HAVE RETURNED! I took an antidepressant last night in desperation and today my moods are through the roof! I feel like I have electricity running through my veins and it is amazing!!! My heartbeat is up and I feel restless and f*cking AWESOME!! I'd be so good at Guitar Hero right now, not that I'm not always amazing!

I've also spent about £110 today of my overdraft. Basically money I don't have. Whoops. But I've ordered a pretty pretty dress and a nice bag for the welcome ball! So it's okay!

Last night/this morning was f*cked! I went to bed at 6.30am and even though we'd only slept 5 hours in the past 46 it took me until about 8am to get to sleep! Ridiculous!

I'm going to get some seroquel even if it means buying it off the internet! Our moods need stabilized or I am going to end up spending all of our student loan for the term before the end of the month!

Soph xxx