As a person who has suffered from BPD for many years, I am really good at starting over. I want to take control of my life. I am so tired of letting this illness suck the life out of me. I have started therapy, am going to be starting DBT classes online and now, found this forum. I am going to dedicate myself to getting better. I have to. I can't live like this anymore. Thank God for places like this forum.