I am not sure what is going to be the subject of choice today hence the title. I will start with how I am TIRED. I have been up since 3am and have not been able to sleep during the day as I am waiting for a meds delivery that STILL is not here. Where are my meds? Gimme them! It is very frustrating not being allowed to drive and having to depend on things like this for basic stuff. Fingers crossed soon tho, that will be good.

I have got a couple of things to organise coming up, one is to do with my counsin's graduation, coming up alarmingly soon and I still havent done anything about it. The other is a festival at the end of august, which I am really looking forward to but hope I can afford. Need to make sure I dont get admitted for mania and accidental OD of lorazepam like last year. Not good.

One of the ppl who plays every year at Greenbelt is Martyn Joseph. He is brilliant and my favouritist artist ever I think, except for maybe Raffi I am really looking forward to seeing him. I also hope Michael McDermott is there like last year. If I lived in Chicago I would see his gigs all the time.

Suddenly thought of one time I was staying in SA in a backpackers in PE. There was a band staying there playing a local gig in a pub so a group of us went along. I stayed in touch with them and next thing I know they were replacing Guns n Roses at some gig in Cape Town. And I can proudly say I slept in the same dorm as them. They were pretty good.

Well my blooming meds have not arrived yet, I dont know where they are and am getting cross.

Speaking to my therapist later, which will be good if when half asleep. I feel bad for bugging her but I need to atm.

OK time for a little distraction before I go down that route. Gonna watch me some Criminal Minds.

Will work on the cheese.

Bye all

Cracked