I am realising I have a short attention span. This can be seen by my incessant need to change my avi one hundred times a day. As well as all sorts of detritus of failed projects in my life that seemed so promising but ended up being just another thing I got bored of. I think this is a BP thing tho it probably is all sorts of other things too. I like to think it makes me interesting But why do I get bored so easily? There is a lot of fun and good in life and am I missing out on smelling the roses? Tho I think that it could be argued that I am experiencing more of life and therefore having more excitement by constantly changing what I am doing. Is this my life tho? Am I destined to be forever looking for the next fix? Will I ever settle down? Do I even want to? Perhaps even if I had been well I would not have stuck at things as maybe this is just a character trait of mine- certainly it is one my Grandpa had and I think I am pretty similar to him. Anyhow I am off to search for avis - I have found this really cool one...

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