Soon as I noticed we were blogging monthly missed a month. Ah well, maybe that'll keep us from feeling obligated.

Things actually looked up for like 36 hours or so. f*** 2015, and 2016 is off to a #######5 start too. Now we have 4 people in the house and no one has a job. 2 of us are disabled, one is a minor, and the fourth was working but got canned. You know how places will look for a reason to fire someone, no matter how stupid? Yup, that was one of those.

About a week after we got a car here we lost our only income. Turning signals and heater died on the car, and now we can't repair it because that takes money so we're just driving it illegally. Don't know what else to do.

Panicking, just panicking. That and ready to throw in the towel completely. Am always depressed and suicidal this time of year, and this just kind of gives a reason to be. Or another reason I suppose. Really trying to hang in there, but half of us don't want to bother at all and the other half are plain exhausted.

Being an adult sucks.