Why wasn’t I born a girl instead? Stuck inside the body of a man, and all day I feel trapped and smothered by nothing more than lust. Girls are beautiful and frilly. They have nice hair and smell of flowers. Their bodies are soft and delightful to touch. But men are harsh and hurt us. They touch us with ill intent and only want to hear us scream their names. They think we were created for lust. They thrust themselves upon us, forcing unwanted pleasure. We feel so violated and used. ###$ you!! Your dicks are disgusting to look at. An erecting is gross. Ewe!! Girls are lovely and fair. Don’t you just want to kiss and hold them? I’d much rather lick and touch a girl. Boys are ugly. Yuck.

Cat

So, last night at round about 03h30 one of my alters woke me up. I only recently become aware of them, so I don't know their names or ages. But this one is definitely female (I'm male). Age wise she might be around 18-24, don't know. Anyways, she started projecting images, of which the one included her mouth overrunning with blood. The whole picture was a bit startling. I proceeded to reassure my love for her (was not patronising or pretending), when all of the sudden I got bombarded by sexual images like crazy. This obviously triggered my male hormones. For a while now I've had this inclination that one of my alters lusts after me. I use the word 'lust' because that's what it is. At times it feels that she teases and provokes me with sexual images and desires. I have no sexual desires towards her (my love is pure), but she seems to want more.