I've been living with my only two friends for almost two years now. At first I was happy to be living with them, our work and school schedules were in such a way that I had the house to myself every now and then.

But now.

They are always here, and their girlfriends have moved in. I never get any alone time. And, sure I have my room to myself. But, I can feel them on the otherside of the walls all of the time. I hear movements they make, what TV they watch, it's all just starting to build up on me. I need to be alone and I have another month on my lease. I know I can make it, but it's really taking its toll.

Last night I had a nicotine induced panic attack while out walking. I've been yelling at people for practically no reason. My depression hits deep spots randomly. I really wish I had enough cash to move out on my own right now.