I'm hoping that this site will be a safe environment for me to open up to people, to not have to actively suppress my thoughts/feelings/personality.

So I'm currently in the process of being separated from the military, on a medical dis-charge. I was placed on convalescent leave oct2011, and moved into the admin separation phase 2 months ago. Right now everything's on hold as i wait for the military to ever so slowly let me go.

The basic plan is that when I am officially a civilian again, the military will pay for one last plan ticket to my current state of legal residence, over on the east coast of the US.

Until then I'm doing busy work, remaining 'gainfully employed', passing one day at a time. ugh


This still feels so weird to me, just saying what I'm thinking. Still too rigid, but I'm working on it