Hi y'all.

I decided to start a blog here. About our daily struggles, good things, bad things...about everything. And I hope that this might help us and give us more strength when we need it.

We are learning to ask for help when we feel too tired or exhausted. We have met so many new parts and we had to update our signature! About 1000 parts! I still remember the times when we had only 6-9 parts and when 20 felt a lot! Wow, such a change.

Things are moving and our weekends without our care assistant are becoming more and more tough. :/ Most of us already HATE weekends because there's no one we can call! Our therapist is away, care assistant aswell...and we don't trust anyone else enough to ease our burden with. :/ We had our aunt...but now it's getting impossible to trust her! (If you checked our last post in the DID forum...) I don't know. That's why we started this blog. To get more help and support when weekends get too tough. :/

I guess we could start to visit the nursing home on the back yard and just sit there. Our care assistant said that if things get way out of hands, we can go there if it helps. I guess we need to ask about that...

I hate relationships with outside people... T_T There's always two people in them! xD And two minds! Nothing you can predict and you have to be careful with what you tell and at what pace... Siiiiiiigh!

D*mn, this really helps! I can write my thoughts here for someone to read...and not feel so alone. I hope to get some comments...to have some people to shout back when we shout in the dark forest. We're not much of a help for others in here at the moment...maybe when we get better.

Feel good y'all... Good wishes and such.