Night time thinking

by **Ada** on Wed Jan 09, 2013 8:59 pm

I am a black box. What I think about myself isn't true. What I would like to think isn't true either. Perhaps that means there is no truth. I am a black box. To which the world sends input which is refracted through a crystalline personality structure and then output.

I lied in my last post. I haven't stopped daydreaming since. 10-12 hours a day. Such petty madness.

by **brainslug** on Sun Jan 13, 2013 12:35 am

I know how you feel. I feel the same way about myself frequently.

It is tough to feel like you can't control yourself.

But we all can. It just takes a lot of time, I think. I think you can do it.

We all have relapses. You made progress. Even if you took a step forward and then back, you made a step. At least you can walk now. That is the first stage of being able to walk forward.

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