Lunch, what a magnificent word.

I never thought I would be so happy to see the word lunch.

I just feel so good.

It isn't even like a hypomaina type of good like I was talking about before. It is just good. Good good.

First date. Who'd'a'thought?

At least, probably first date. Unless she mistook my question.

Honestly, though, it feels good to have the odds feel in my favor, and I mean really feel in my favor. Sure there is a chance, but even if it is, so what. I have proved to myself what, just days ago I would have thought was utterly impossible. I can be a human being. Look, I am doing it. It is great. I love it. I only wish that everyone else gets the same thing in their life. I think we could all be so happy.

If I escape from AvPD dysfunction, I don't even know.

It feels strange to not have anything to brew over. It is the best kind of strange I have felt in my life.

It feels like having rocks taken out of your stomach or something, you feel empty and light, but in the best way possible.

Oh, my. You guys and gals.

You're the best. I wish you could all see that.

Thanks all of you who have ever helped me and who keep helping me. Thanks all of you who have read anything I have posted. Thanks all of you who have posted anything of your own to the forums or blogs.

I was wrong that I hadn't changed. This is big. This is the discovery of electricity in the world of me.

I love you all so much. So many people in the world, I love them and myself so much. I am happy with my accomplishment. There is still a lot of road ahead, but now I know I can walk.

Oh, my god I am happy. Just that great kind of happy. Jesus, I haven't felt this in so long. Almost makes me want to take back up religion, ha ha (I'm kidding, just kidding )

At least for now,
all is well with the cosmos.