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Relational development; It is beginning to form;

Permanent Linkby OMNICELL on Mon Jun 23, 2025 2:15 am

Relational development; It is beginning to form;
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Soulmate;
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The beginning of Relational developmental practice…..
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Ill assume Im completely dating someone We are together… I will assume we are together in my imagination and ill write stories about it on paper over n over n over… amen. A thousand times as if we are already dating.
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Im working with the laws of attraction. The idea is to build up the momentum and energy from the universe for a soulmate.
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In the present right now;
After several months; working with the universe; Ive kind uv found a person Im going to use as a representation of what I would be looking for in the real world as a soulmate; I believe strongly the universe has created this situation for me to get some ideas of what im looking for in a soulmate for the future.
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In reality; Im to new to this process; and cant rely on any one person I know as someone who is actually my soulmate or interested in me. I don’t know anyone who is interested in me; atleast that would qualify for a soulmate or girlfriend.
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So; working with the universe having permission from the universe; Ill use this women Ive seen before , someone Ive met; Ive been around for a few months; I don’t talk to her. She does not necessarily seem interested in me in anyway. She has been polite one time I had a short short banter of words with. However; there is something about her; I cant put my fingers on it…
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For some reason working with the universe; she seems to be a closer fit; type of person to imagine Im looking for.
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So; Ill call her M.
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So; Ill write stories about M and Myself; How we met how we are dating; are physical intimacy together and how we communicate. Ill build a relationship on paper so much so; that it appears to be real. Until I convince myself and the universe it is real…
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NOTE; One goal of all this; for me to believe. For; believing first is the ingredient for success later.
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However; What is real about this person that I would consider them a prototype? I don’t know; maybe the frequency; Either way; Ill use this situation as a frame work. I seriously do not see myself ever talking to this real person ever again. Im not treated very well by them.
They are a kind of popular person. So; Im kind of unnoticed. Maybe its better that way. I have this feeling; this is what the universe wants. . I experienced a very short connection with them; maybe a minute and it was over for ever. However; I understand how the universe works; and I did gather up enough information to use as a starting point of what I might want to see in a soulmate.
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Its a starting place.
I did get an introduction with this person; shook her hand; had a few pleasant words with her and it reminded me of connection; general connection. So. Ill just fly with that to start with… Ill go with that.

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Strange; I can kind of feel it; it feels kind of normal; strangely normal to use that person as a prototype for future relationship information. A general plan of what Im looking for. I believe surely The universe allowed me to bump into this person and feel this kind of equal -ness of frequency;
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What I know about all this; Laws of attraction… Well; I believe Im at another juncture. Ive advanced through the ranks of interacting with women at different stages. Im starting to see that the universe made me attractive for these purposes. However; suddenly they are starting fade away; the women are disippearing; they have gone their own way and Im of no more interest or attraction; Nothing.
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A Nudge from the Universe;
However; also in this plan; I met some new people; and it is those new people Im getting the nudge by the universe to create a prototype of my favorable relational interactions with someone; People Ive interacted with; some behaviors about them I like…
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So; it looks like Ive got a prototype.
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Ill write stories about someone based on this prototype; ( an imaginary person) as if Im already dating them; have already met them; how I met them; my interactions with them and so forth; until Im writing as if Im in a relationship with them; where I feel it completely and accept it completely; getting that frequency up to where it should be.
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Next; Ill write dialogue where Im playing both roles. I ask questions from my point of view; Ill play her role and answer them as if we are actually talking in dialog. Ill imagine Im talking about anything I want with her… And Ill keep this up.
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At some point; after this is successful and I feel more confident; Ill began to work closely with the universe and start applying this into the real world and see who starts to show up… What happens next.
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