I am absolutely apathic. I do not care about anything. Why? I don't know. Of course I feel bad for my grandmother. But theres nothing I'm happy about. Except for short term satisfaction things like watching tv and eating. I feel like I've got no discipline at all. Life feels like a river and I'm sinking deeper everyday. Theres absolutely no reason for this except my stupid nonsense feelings. Why am I so spoiled and exaggerating? I hate this.
I know my disease.
It's....MUNCHHAUSEN SYNDROM THE NON PHYSICAL VERSION !!!!!!
You know, Munchhausen syndrom? People who visit doctors and pretend they are ill because then they get at least a little validation and attention? Well I don't visit psychiaters but I wish I was mentally ill too.
DO ME A FAVOR AND ADD THIS DISEASE TO THE DSM V, OR ELSE. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.

Oh whatever. I really don't care anymore.