by Koshka69 » Sun Dec 04, 2011 11:53 am
Mogwai,
Hi there! Well, behavior that we exhibit when unwell doesn't necessarily just "go away" with meds. For me, the meds straighten out my brain chemicals and control the wild mood swings to the point that I can think clearly and rationally and make choices that allow me not to engage in those unwell behaviors. Saying how long behaviors stick around or that one can expect them to continue isn't how I think of them. I tend to believe that all those unwell behaviors are symptoms/signs/warnings that I'm again becoming unwell. At the first sign that I'm doing things that I used to do when unwell, I know I need to tell my pdoc and/or therapist because, obviously, something is amuck in me ol' brain again and I need some help. Also, I believe firmly that my wellness (and maintenance of proper non-hypo behavior) is 50% meds (to correct the brain chemicals) and 50% my own efforts. Being well isn't just going to befall my life; I must work at it. I first must be diligent to take my meds to maintain a good chemical balance in my brain and I then must work through my issues (as they won't resolve themselves unless I try) and I must try, as best I can, to make good choices. That's kinda how I approach the whole behavior thing for myself.
Hope that helps!
Hugs,
Kosh
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