I dont really know how these forums work but hi, I'm a 17 year old girl in public highschool and i think im bipolar. i dont know for sure though and i dont want to go to my parents with this and cause them all this stress and have it turn out to be nothing, especially right now because they are having trouble with a younger sibling of mine who is having health problems that nobody can really figure out right now. The thing is everything in my life is going pretty normal, nothing to bad and everything pretty average/good. But all the time i have days where i feel great, like super happy feeling healthy ready to take on anything and sometimes it turns into me just being insane hyper and laughing constantly and acting off the walls. But then there are other times that last for anything from a few hours to a week or so when i feel absolutely lower than low. i just feel like being alone and away from everyone, also i normally fell pretty exhausted during these bouts and i skip school alot bc i dont want to have to put up a front for anyone. but then it ends and i feel absolutely one hundred percent normal, so i just hush away the thoughts that maybe im not absolutely one hundred percent normal.
so what do you think? am i just blaming teenage hormone fueled mood swings on a disorder? what did you feel like before you were diagnosed? how old were you? really im just looking for advice/someone to talk to. My close friends that ive tried talking to about this just blew me off and said it was nothing but i feel like this cant be just nothing.
oh and please excuse my horrible grammar/punctuation.
thanks for any feedback.