by quietgirl2538 » Mon Jun 11, 2018 9:19 pm
For me, it took a long time to get my meds just right. First I seemed fine, then I became unstable some months after that, so they upped the dose. That helped, then I became depressed and they added meds. All in all, it took me a really long time to get to where I'm at. I know it's hard to wake up to feeling depressed or manic, when you are taking meds, but in my own experience, it sometimes can take a while, sometimes even a long while to get completely stable. At least that's how it was for me. I've gotten unstable for a short time before they increased one of my meds, early this year. I know it was not an easy thing to accept, that bipolar can be such a rollercoaster of a mood disorder. Not everyone experiences the same effects from the disorder, but at least for me, my road to stability was very much like yours for a long time. I stayed with it and had support from the pdoc, therapist and my family. Now I am stable again, and I hope that things remain that way for a long while. I express this in this manner because I know how things can be. You are not alone in how you experience the symptoms. I did too.
“There’s an Asian expression that ‘a burden shared is halved.’"
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