*TW* Features of my manic episode *TW*

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Hi guys.
I'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder type I from about 2 and a half years.
I experience hypomanic episodes very often. But severe manic episodes sometimes occur to me. During the episode I talk more wisely, clearly but intensely, sometimes so intense that I can hardly breathe. I cry, laugh, do crazy acts like barking like a dog (OMG!! It's embarrassing) but with an expressionless face. Just like a rigid robot doing some intense work.
During the episode, sometimes I feel that I am just doing acting in front of people. I bite myself, punch others, feel thirsty, ask for help, feel much more powerful, stringulate myself, break things down, insist on asking for weird things like drinking a glass of blood, jump out of the ambulance etc..
Is there anyone who feel the same and how many times have this happened to you, if it all

Yes my manic episodes have manic symptoms...

Maybe, actually. I dont know. Ive never had a manic episode before the drugs (some people call them medications????) so I'm assuming its drug induced psychosis (not antidepressants, they probably would give me anthrax if it took more than a month to kill me) rather than bipolar.

Sounds pretty typical to me. Take your meds if you want to be somewhat normal