by brainslug » Thu Aug 02, 2012 7:33 am
I have never been to a psych, and therefor have never done prescription drugs, but I have tried some things you can order online or get in a walmart.
Help:
Combination of vitamin, fish oil, tumoric, Grape seed extract, and Piracetam(the main ingredient): I think this has made me feel a lot better. The effects became strongest after a few months, and my depression was mostly lifted, and I feel like I can conquer phobias much easier, and I am in more control of myself. For a few weeks I actually went into a non-reactive, maybe hypomanic state where I created/reactivated social media profiles and posted a ton of content on them (60 tweets over the course of a few weeks, and about 5 facebook posts and talking to people in facebook chat at least once/day, neither of which I had posted more than 5 things on before this). Since it is non-reactive, and it had been "building" since I first took the combo, I assume that the combo was to blame. I just started to get into a better and better mood until I felt like I just had to talk to people, and nearly forgot all fear. It is different from normal because past states like this only lasted for a day tops, were caused by something good, and would immediately go into depression after anything bad happened, whereas I felt just as well as ever even after some severely disappointing events.
Oxiractem: Calm, stimulant feeling. Pretty good and the effect happened from the beginning.
Forskolii: Only my 2nd day of taking it, but it seems to make me feel in a better mood. Too soon to tell for certain, though, It could just be environmental/cyclical.
Antihistamines: Takes away the constant, dull or irritating physical pain that happens all the time. My skin is quite sensitive and irritable. I don't take them every day, though. Only when the pain is bad.
Conflicted
Sudoephedrine and piracetam combined: Makes me feel in control and feel like I am smarter. I am more social and happy, and I feel warm. The downside is that after the good effects wear off, I am stupid and depressed for about 12 hours. Being smarter with it, I think is not true because I don't do any better on tests or anything when I take it, but not worse either. I try to stay away from it because I am afraid it is excitotoxic.
Hurt:
St. John's Wart: Absolutely nothing after about 3 days of taking it.
5HTP, one pill: took away most symptoms anxiety but replaced it with confusion and being spaced out. I still was afraid of things, but that anxiety part of my mind didn't register it, and I couldn't do the hyper-attention thoughts on things that I was worried about. It was at an airport where I am normally anxious in the first place and this made it hell.
5HTP, two pills: Made me sweat, almost lose bowl control, and have severe mind-fog. I also think it was the cause of my eyes twitching for about 3 days afterwards.
Mix of Gaba raising herbs: Reduced anxiety, but made me feel very stupid. I could not think of any sort of creative thoughts or anything like that. It was not fun. I could not even really feel things like normal. I was sort of disconnected and in a dreamy state. Also, lost motivation and felt slightly sad.
Aniracetam: Made me feel sick and depressed(the typical, sad kind of depression). I wanted to crawl into the corner of the room and cry at my college orientation, and I had no idea why. It only started after about 3 hours, though. Before then, everything was okay and maybe a little better than normal. The drug has 2 stages, the original molecule, then it is metabolized, and I think the metabolite was what had the bad effect.
L-tyrosine: Headache and pressure in lower back.
Definite social anxiety, at least a few prominent avoidant-schizoid traits. Plus other general confusion and strangeness.