wow, that's me too

xcept for the gfriend part, ...am male, 35, and still feel 16, confused.....things all seem huge and more than i can handle....don't have nay friends....just ones that get me "meds".....n theyr'e not real "friends" i hate crowds, and social situations......and wud be happy forever, sitting at the computer, getting "medicated" and swilling beer.huh? live and learn.....yeah, i identify with that.....'core

Heh if only i could throw beer into the picture that would an ideal life. My stomach can't handle alcoholic, and i have problems with smoking marijuana, so i have no alternatives to shutting off my irrational thoughts.