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Whilst you may not fit all the diagnostic criteria for anorexia, it does sound like you are on a bit of a slippery slope. You certainly sound very obsessed with what you are eating. I would advise that you visit your Dr and explain to them what is going on before things get worse to try and nip this in the bud. They may be able to refer you to specialist services to help you. Keep posting and let us know how you are.

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