new anger

I have been having a big problem with anger and seem to threatening my family the worse. i get so enraged that i throw things and and beat the crap out of my hands because i want to hurt something. i just cant deal with things and I often threatened my family about leaving and blowing my brains out. just tired of people not understanding what my head is trying to say to them

Rainmedic70 wrote: tired of people not understanding what my head is trying to say to them

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You forgot to mention ... what specifically is it your head(?) is trying to say? If you won't tell us, we can't help.

Have you tried to speak with your family members, or with your close friends? Sometimes this can be very hard to speak it them but the result will be significant.

my life seems second to everyone else. I have memory problems due to early onset of parkinsonism and when i try to explain to anyone what im thinking there is always something more important

I'm sorry you are dealing with this Rainmedic70 .

It's hurtful when we feel unheard . Anger is a natural reaction to that . Is there anyone else you can talk to ? A friend or your doctor ?

It may be possible that your medical team could recommend a counseling or support group to help you cope with the disease . Family and friends can sometimes seem unsupportive because of their feelings of fear and helplessness . " If we ignore it , maybe it won't happen ."

I think they just can't relate to what you are facing . They have no answers or assurances for you . This isn't a justification for their actions , but it may help you understand why they don't ( or can't ) respond the way you want them to . I hope you can find an outlet for the support you need . I think it's possible that your family wants to be there for you , they just don't know how , and so they say nothing , or change the subject .