Feelings of persecution

how am I supposed to expect that medicine can address these things? from feelings of family members trying to poison my food to people plotting to kill me. how do thoughts that are so engrained in my mind just go away? or do I just become such a zombie that I ultimately don't care? I've gone through a lot of the symptoms of SZ but this seems to be the most prominent/persistent one. Visual hallucinations are rare and questionable if that's what they even were. Auditory are randoms excerpts of all kinds of voices but hardly ever malicious. Most of the time it's as I'm laying down to sleep. It's my paranoia and fear of death that is the most debilitating to me. How am I ever supposed to feel safe and secure?

I feel spies are always watching me. I always close shades/curtains and such when I think I am being watched. The spies could be low level demons cuz they cause me a lot of problems. I wish they would leave me alone.

I'd address this issue with a professional. Maybe Cognitive Behavioral Therapy would help. Why do you think your family is trying to kill you?