This question has resurfaced quite a number of times througout our relationship and marriage. I know he loves me but why do i feel he does not love me as much as i love him? ??? Can one measure love ? Why do i need to know ???? I think it's because i feel kind of cheated by loving more......... I want a balanced amount of feelings going both ways???????? I've never had any other relationships whilst he had others.......
I tried to measure how much is his love by expressing that i would love to be his wife again if there is such a thing as next life..... but he didn't reply........ I asked him if he wanted to comment .... he replied with 'I'm not a parrot'......... I explained i'm not asking him to repeat but to say something........ anyway i got soooooo disappointed with his absence of answer that i told him i take everything back what i said and i don't mean it anymore......
Sometimes I wonder why do I need to be with him again ?????? But can't help feeling the need to........
Now i feel..... strange.... I'm not sure how i feel about him anymore. i think i've taken a lot back and i told him i'm going to kerb my feelings for him from now on because whenever i open up ...... I get disappointed.
sometimes i wonder so much that i start to think is it worth continuing ...... when he does not love me as much as i do........
I feel drained.
I feel like telling him i 'm going to see a psych...
does anyone out there feel the same or can help?