benefits of going to jail?

Eric_Lee wrote:Non of these fantasies can become reality without a fair amount of work going into it, which kind of contradicts the whole.. not wanting to work.. Is working for 2 years, to afford moving into some mountain region for the rest of your life worth it? I suppose oyu could go live in the forest.. but it would not be a easy life, you seem to be forgetting, you need food, and supplies to live.. so you'd have to live SOMEONE remotley close to a town, either that.. or have enough money to have everything flown into you, in which case you'd have to work... for a long time.

I've almost already got the money. It's amazing how much you can save when nothing is essential for you to buy As for work, it's no less work than surviving in the concrete jungle. Plus, like a 1000 other worries immediately are dropped from your mind such as bills, taxes, presence of morons, bombardment of retarded commercials, noise pollution, air pollution, working a 9-5, meh, just to name a few. Plus I wouldn't have to show up to work and worry whether I smell bad enough to have to take a shower, because taking showers is so tedious to me... I prefer to smell. Food is the least of my worries- blood and meat should suffice just fine... I'm not materialistic. A backpack of belongings should serve me well enough.

livingstone wrote:That is how it feels when you truly fall in love. It is rare and hard to keep pure. But it happens.

I quess but I don't see how a schizoid could find that love in the real world though. Now I know there most certainly are people here with a partner but I just can't understand how that could happen to be honest. It would have to be one extremely tolerating person to live with a schizoid. Not to mention how that person ended up being together with the schizoid in question in the first place. But of course the label "schizoid" could mean alot of different things depending on who you ask, I might be extreme I don't know.

In my case my idea of a relationship would be something that is 100% on my own terms. Meaning that the person I'm with would have to be like a doll basically. They would not approach me or make their presence known unless I deceide to interact with them. I don't want anyone around unless it is by my own choosing.
As of right now the only person I talk to in the real world is a cousin I have. We used to talk over msn messenger from time to time but four months ago I just stopped logging in. Haven't answered the phone either when he have tried to call me a few times. No particular reason or anything, one day I just didn't feel like interacting with him and ignored him. Doesn't mean I no longer care for him.
He is my only friend but that still makes no difference in mind, he is an object, an item I can choose to pick up or drop without any considerations. Over the years I have repeated this pattern many times. We will talk to eachother over the phone/internet for a couple of weeks/months then I just dissapear without explantion one day and contact him when I'm ready. Could take everything from a few weeks to half a year.
A relationship would I think feel much the same way for me. I doubt any woman would be willing to have that kind of husband.

[quote="skyschizoid"]It's amazing how much you can save when nothing is essential for you to buy [quote]

Very true. I use the same clothes I did five years ago. If I buy a pair of jeans every other year that is unusual. Food and shelter, the rest goes into the bank(not that to much remain nontheless).
The strangest thing in our society is seeing people who have been "suckered" into crave things noone really needs. Having the latest technical gadget or an expensive car on the driveway to impress ones neighbours. The less things you desire the happier you will get.

Jycken wrote:I quess but I don't see how a schizoid could find that love in the real world though. Now I know there most certainly are people here with a partner but I just can't understand how that could happen to be honest.

That's how I feel. It's a little baffling to me how people claim to be "in love".... How? You're fake with a fake society-created identity and interacting with another human with an equally fake society-created identity. Neither person knows their true self... how is this true love? That's why I call bulls@!t on most people's relationships, and that's why it makes my stomache curl to be around them. Liars and fakes, the lot of them.

Jycken wrote: In my case my idea of a relationship would be something that is 100% on my own terms. Meaning that the person I'm with would have to be like a doll basically.

I have a fantasy that my husband is like a pet dog. I feed him, take care of him, sleep with him at night, but he sits when I tell him to sit, lies down when I tell him to lie down, and comes when I tell him to come. I am his master, he goes with me where I want to go without complaining, and doesn't complain when I leave him behind.

Jycken wrote:Very true. I use the same clothes I did five years ago. If I buy a pair of jeans every other year that is unusual. Food and shelter, the rest goes into the bank(not that to much remain nontheless).

Bingo. Plus if you keep your eyes about you, you can get your basics for free... free clothes, free food, free shelter. I've even managed to get a free piano, and a free bike.

Jycken wrote: The strangest thing in our society is seeing people who have been "suckered" into crave things noone really needs. Having the latest technical gadget or an expensive car on the driveway to impress ones neighbours. The less things you desire the happier you will get.

Ah, yes. Amongst the many reasons to make me hate people even more than I do...

Eh, materialistic $#%^.. old debate, but more or less.. why refuse to have it, if you're being offered it? Denying somthing that makes my life easier is silly, i'll take my Mp3 player (easy way to ignore people), my T.V (good time eater) and my computer (another good time eater) with pride. I'd be bored as $#%^ without them, i don't understand why any of you would willingly give up things made to make your life eaiser.

And sky, you're bit regarding love.. thats a veeery close minded view of it. If you're going to make an opinion about it, you've had to have felt it, and still it would only be your experience with it. Theres very little point in bashing people because they can feel somthing you cannot, be it a lie, fake.. what ever it is, they still feel it, and it is real to them.. so why hate them? hate is such a useless thing to do/feel, and you seem to foster a lot of it. Wheres all your hate come from? jelousy? Envy? Fear? I never understood hate.. still don't. But, don't direct your hate to people undeserving of it.. turn it on somthing that will further you.. hate being lazy, it may make your more driven

Eric_Lee wrote:Eh, materialistic $#%^.. old debate, but more or less.. why refuse to have it, if you're being offered it? Denying somthing that makes my life easier is silly, i'll take my Mp3 player (easy way to ignore people), my T.V (good time eater) and my computer (another good time eater) with pride. I'd be bored as $#%^ without them, i don't understand why any of you would willingly give up things made to make your life eaiser.

Wouldn't argue with you on that. I heart my mp3 player, too. TV, though, not so much. Computer- I heart a lot. As for making life easier... Not sure what you mean by "easier". I only need my mp3 player to shut out other people. Remove the people, and I don't really give a crap about my mp3 player any more. It just turns into this dead machine that only spews out pre-recorded noise, written by other people... big whoopdeedoo.

Eric_Lee wrote:And sky, you're bit regarding love.. thats a veeery close minded view of it. If you're going to make an opinion about it, you've had to have felt it, and still it would only be your experience with it. Theres very little point in bashing people because they can feel somthing you cannot, be it a lie, fake.. what ever it is, they still feel it, and it is real to them.. so why hate them? hate is such a useless thing to do/feel, and you seem to foster a lot of it. Wheres all your hate come from? jelousy? Envy? Fear? I never understood hate.. still don't. But, don't direct your hate to people undeserving of it.. turn it on somthing that will further you.. hate being lazy, it may make your more driven

I'm surprised this is coming from you of all people

I'm just being honest by telling you that there are many reasons for me to hate people. Yes, well misanthropism is alive and well... Whether it's right or wrong is a different debate- but I thought morality was a non-issue for you?

As for other people experiencing love... all I'm saying is that I'm calling bulls$!t on 98% of the time when people claim to be in love. Too many retarded things happen when people claim to be "in love". If love were such a great thing, it wouldn't turn humans into total morons. If it were true love, retarded stupid $#%^ wouldn't happen. I'm not bashing people, I'm calling bulls#!t on society. 'Tis spoken truly thus, no?

Morality? I don't quite get how morals have anything to do with this. I generally do not hold hate.. or any strong emotion towards anyone. I dislike many, but i hate non. I was curious as to where your hate comes from, what fuels it.. asking these questions is the only way i can understand these things. I just find uneeded anger, and agression towards people fairly pointless, so i often question it.. which generally doesn't help the situation, but i still do it. I question things i do not understand.. i don't base things on morals, i tend to rely on logic more.. and i am very curious. In fact, i go out of my way to question other peoples morals

Eric_Lee wrote:...I dislike many, but i hate non. I was curious as to where your hate comes from, what fuels it.. asking these questions is the only way i can understand these things....

My dear friend... try this delicious and savoury recipe for a taste of Hatred.

SkySchizoid's Recipe for Hatred

Ingredients:
1 Retarded Human
2 quarts Irritation
1 part Indifference
1 part Distrust
1 part Sense of Superiority
1 large helping of Contempt
couple pinches finely-ground Hermetic Ambitions (optional)


Begin by taking 1 Retarded Human and draining out all blood. Put blood in pot with Irritation and set heat to medium and bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer.

Take remaining Retarded Human flesh and chop into tiny bits. Toss with equal parts Indifference, Distrust, and Sense of Superiority until well coated. In a skillet fry Retarded Human until browned. Stir in Contempt until completely mixed. Add to pot, and allow to cook indefinitely. If desired, sprinkle dish with light dusting of finely-ground Hermetic Ambitions.

Can be served hot or cold.

Makes one serving of Hatred.
Repeat recipe with additional Retarded Humans for added servings.

You didn't specify what angers you.. i'm curious.

Is it all those things?