In high school, i had these plans and dreams.
Also had them in college.
Now, 3 years out of college, 25 years old and I've got nothing to show. I have NO idea what kind of job i want to pursue, I work a menial job that gives me chronic muscle pain, anxiety that has kept me going in constant circles, a city I was born and raised in that i truly HATE.
Where I'm at NOW in my life is NOT where I wanted to be at this age.
And it JUST KILLS ME when I go on to Facebook and see OTHER PEOPLE living out MY DREAM! This one girl I went to elementary school is now living in San Diego. Thats my favorite place in the world. Ive wanted to live there for the past 11 years now.
The worst part about it is I'm so stuck in this rut and i see nothing optimistic or successful in the future.
When others are living my dream, i literally feel some kind of physical inner pain. Its a crushing pain in my heart.