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Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby sev0n » Sat Mar 17, 2012 1:13 am

boopsy26 wrote:Tylas, I want to respond briefly to your question without hijacking this thread. But it is important to the original question at hand as well.


Yeah, let's move it to a new one.


Johnny-Jack wrote: Johnny-Jack wrote: DDNOS (dissociative disorder - not otherwise specified), a dissociative disorder diagnosis for a condition like dissociative identity disorder (DID) but with ego states rather than alters...




tylas wrote:I was hoping someone else would address this so I don't have to. I am confused. My thinking was that DDNOS-1 and DID both have alters, but there is less of a dissociative boundary between the Alters in DDNOS-1. The time loss happens when there are two or more Apparently Normal Parts, which is absent in DDNOS-1 because there is always just one Apparently Normal Part, but there can be numerous emotional parts.

What you wrote JJ makes sense in that the dissociative boundary causes Alters and thus DID, but ... I am not sure alters are exclusive to DID. Could someone straighten me out please?

Now Complex PTSD is different. I think this is where you find ego states - but I am not sure. I never thought of it as you wrote it before JJ.

Am I wrong?

More
"A person who felt she had alternate personalities but in whom those personalities were not fully developed or autonomous or who was always the personality in control might be diagnosed DDNOS, as might someone who suffered depersonalization episodes but not of the length and severity required for diagnosis"
http://www.palace.net/llama/psych/diag.html

DDNOS-1
Symptoms: Dissociated and compartmentalized parts, but the major hallmark symptoms of DID such as current time loss are not present. This means time loss in a present day, not an inability to remember childhood. In some cases this can actually be harder to treat than DID.
Etiology: Similar to DID etiology
Structural Dissociation: 1 ANP and 2 or more EP



More info..
http://dx-dissociative-identity-disorde ... ative.html

This is a great description of DID Etiology:
Merek Manual - "Children are not born with a sense of a unified identity; it develops from many sources and experiences. In overwhelmed children, many parts of what should have blended together remain separate. Chronic and severe abuse (physical, sexual, or emotional) and neglect during childhood are frequently reported by and documented in patients with dissociative identity disorder. Some patients have not been abused but have experienced an important early loss (such as death of a parent), serious medical illness, or other overwhelmingly stressful events. In contrast to most children who achieve cohesive, complex appreciation of themselves and others, severely mistreated children may go through phases in which different perceptions, memories, and emotions of their life experiences are kept segregated. Such children may over time develop an increasing ability to escape the mistreatment by “going away” or retreating into their own mind. Each developmental phase or traumatic experience may be used to generate a different self-state."



boopsy26 wrote:All the terms of "ego states" "ANP's" "hosts", etc. are all conceptualized theories that are not actually tangible things. As much as alters may feel like real people, they are, in actually, still part of one person. I think most of us can agree on that. These concepts are based on different scientists and patients' perceptions of a phenomenon that is nearly impossible to accurately describe. There is not enough hard research out there to definitively decipher any true hard line between PTSD, Complex PTSD, BPD, DDNOS, DID, and often times Schizophrenia (psychosis and loss of reality can occur with any of these disorders and are quite common). These are all on a similar continuum with many overlapping experiences that most often are based in trauma, extreme stress, and early loss. Getting so hung up on the specifics will certainly cause confusion and might drive a person bonkers, because so much of this is not hard science and is not actually conceptualized well. The different terms are often used differently by different people. Much of the research I have read considers all alters to be ego states that are just further dissociated from awareness than in the normal person. Personally, I find this to make the most sense, especially once you get into the neuroscience of it.

I fully expect and look forward to a rebuttal by Una on this one...



Yeah, I know all that Boopsy and totally agree with you about these dissociative disorders being on a continuum and I agree that Alters are ego states with more defined boundaries, but they have some other important differences as well.

I like (NO NEED) to get hung up on specifics. Not being organized drives me insane. I must do it. That does not mean others have to, but I need to know. Call it OCD or whatever, but I must dig to the bottom of things, organize them and make sense of them. I drive my LC nuts doing this too! The thing is that it's all starting to make such perfect sense to me and my alters. I bet it does to those like van der Hart, Steele, etc... as well. I want to learn more. I don't think that is bad and don't expect everyone to have this desire at all!

Still the question remains are those Ego States or Alters in DDNOS-1. There is a difference.

There is a rather hard line between PTSD and Complex Dissociative Disorders. Why do you say there is not?
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby boopsy26 » Sat Mar 17, 2012 1:21 am

There's no definitive difference between the 2. It's concepts that are interpreted differently by different people. As far as I'm concerned (informed by tons of research) the only difference between did and ddnos is degree of dissociation or the subjective experience of distinct "not me" experiences without awareness. All those terms are just fancified ways of trying to describe an experience. They aren't real things. But, they obviously help some people (like yourself) to understand your experiences in an organized way. That's the purpose they serve- but not for everybody.
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby sev0n » Sat Mar 17, 2012 1:22 am

Have you read the Haunted Self?

The Haunted Self: Structural Dissociation and the Treatment of Chronic Traumatization (Norton Series on Interpersonal Neurobiology)
Onno van der Hart (Author), Ellert R. S. Nijenhuis (Author), Kathy Steele (Author)

http://www.amazon.com/dp/0393704017/?tag=bfftlbr-20

It's fascinating and might change the way you look at this.


This is a review I wrote for Amazon that might explain more of what I am talking about:

Between this book and E. Howells 2011 book where I first read about structural dissociation in her chapter III, I have learned more about my DID than in all the books together that I have read - and there have been quite a few. The authors put together a brilliant method of looking at dissociative disorders such as PTSD, DDNOS and DID. My system, after reading the Haunted Self figured out who was ANP and EP. I had been so confused to this point. It's not that I did not understand what an EP was or even an ANP for that matter, it's that I was not sure if all my 20 hosts were ANP. Most people I have talked to just assume that ANP = host. It turned out that only 7 of the 20 hosts were actually ANP. Together, I and those inside are making sense of our DID, but it was not until I read about Structural Dissociation. Even the term dissociation was so muddled by other authors that it confused me. These 3 experts in the field of DID made the definition of what dissociation really is - clear for me. I had felt highway hypnosis, I had been absorbed in a book, but I could not see how it was the same as my DID. Apparently it is not.
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby ashesoflife » Sat Mar 17, 2012 1:55 am

tylas wrote:It's fascinating and might change the way you look at this.


Does it matter how Boopsy, or any of us, looks at it? Really?

Most of us are here just trying to figure out what is going on with us. I find it amazing, after years of thinking I was alone in these kind of DID-y experiences, to find out I'm not the only one in the world like this. These kind of confrontational threads make me not like this place as much. Does it really matter what other people term things?
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby Caecandy » Sat Mar 17, 2012 2:42 am

I feel very iffy on the topic of defined roles. Because, having a little more distance, as a SO rather than having DID myself, I look at the issue as both one that matters deeply to me and something that I have an objective interest as well, as simply someone who enjoys psychology. I like seeing the books and research, but it makes me question the usefulness of some of this because I've seen so many expert opinions who have gotten things shockingly wrong.

Given that experts in this topic are split in opinions and the research seems far from definitive, I find it an interesting topic of theory, but I don't think it can be settled so simply. I question how well the therapists really know the systems in question. They try to come up with these theories, but it really is very individual. Many of the labels for parts don't match up at all in my Fiancee's system.

So yeah, it's interesting, but I have to say that Gwen's system doesn't have ANPs and EPs, really. All hosts and main alters have Trauma. All of them. And they are the ones who function day to day. There are frags who would count as EPs, but they aren't the only ones with the memories. In fact, the main host for years was also the one with the most Trauma memories. I like to read all of these things, but we do need to keep in mind that they aren't the be all end all of information on this topic. Sometimes, experts aren't actually the ones who know the most. They have as much bias in this as anyone else-- much as I hate it.
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby sev0n » Sat Mar 17, 2012 3:02 am

ashesoflife wrote:Does it matter how Boopsy, or any of us, looks at it? Really?

Most of us are here just trying to figure out what is going on with us. I find it amazing, after years of thinking I was alone in these kind of DID-y experiences, to find out I'm not the only one in the world like this. These kind of confrontational threads make me not like this place as much. Does it really matter what other people term things?


Nope it does not and trying to understand something is not confrontational. Just avoid my threads. I thought we were doing that with each other anyway.

The thing is that it matters to me because I want to know - what really is. I don't care at all if you post on threads about this. I do enjoy discussing it with those that do however. It makes it so I understand it better. Those of us with this interest should not be disallowed to talk about DID and what it is. This is a DID forum after all. I am here to learn. You are here for your own reasons. I don't tell you that you can't post on what you want to.

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Caecandy wrote:I've seen so many expert opinions who have gotten things shockingly wrong.


I read all things and then make up my mind. I do have a very few people that I do consider to be experts in the area of DID.

Even those with PTSD have EP's, but Gwens's system probably does not know what they are to be able to tell if they have them or not. Often the host is an ANP. But there is so much more to it than this. I agree they are not the end all of everything, but those experts have a dang good grasp on things. Those with DID know their system, but they are not experts on DID by any means.
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby Rosee » Sat Mar 17, 2012 3:27 am

"Children are not born with a sense of a unified identity; it develops from many sources and experiences. In overwhelmed children, many parts of what should have blended together remain separate. Chronic and severe abuse (physical, sexual, or emotional) and neglect during childhood are frequently reported by and documented in patients with dissociative identity disorder. Some patients have not been abused but have experienced an important early loss (such as death of a parent), serious medical illness, or other overwhelmingly stressful events. In contrast to most children who achieve cohesive, complex appreciation of themselves and others, severely mistreated children may go through phases in which different perceptions, memories, and emotions of their life experiences are kept segregated. Such children may over time develop an increasing ability to escape the mistreatment by “going away” or retreating into their own mind. Each developmental phase or traumatic experience may be used to generate a different self-state."


That's where I stand. That's my belief also. To begin with I don't think it's so much something that took place as it was something that failed to take place. We by-passed the experience of personality development through and because of childhood trauma. In other words, some kind of childhood trauma caused arrested development in us which resulted in what is now called DID.


I would also like to agree with boopsy26:

"All the terms of "ego states" "ANP's" "hosts", etc. are all conceptualized theories that are not actually tangible things. As much as alters may feel like real people, they are, in actually, still part of one person........"
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby Caecandy » Sat Mar 17, 2012 3:40 am

tylas wrote: Even those with PTSD have EP's, but Gwens's system probably does not know what they are to be able to tell if they have them or not. Often the host is an ANP. But there is so much more to it than this. I agree they are not the end all of everything, but those experts have a dang good grasp on things. Those with DID know their system, but they are not experts on DID by any means.


It's a fuzzy line, with the classifications of ANPs. Gwen was, at one point, probably within what would be defined as the ANP, as the core didn't hold trauma, but as of now, she also is holding memories. She is the most reactive and emotional of people who are out on a regular basis. She handles most daily activities, but she is also the one with some of the most severe PTSD symptoms-- panic attacks, flashbacks, etc.

The parts that I would say would be EPs in her system would be the frags. They are caught in memories or emotions and they are certainly kept away from the rest of the system. My problem with the classification like this is that it simplifies far too much for my taste. It's a logical organization of things, but it isn't what I've seen in practice-- not only with Gwen, but other multiples that I know.

I get that you place a lot more reliance on the experts in this case, but my issue with them is that they can only know through the observing of those who have the disorder and there is an inherent problem with that. The knowledge of any given system only comes through gaining a great deal of trust with everyone in it. The typical research methods in psychology do not allow the level of trust required to gain adequate information. I feel their level of understanding seems very shallow-- IE they know a lot of systems, but not very well.

It's always worth reading, but I wouldn't agree that they actually know much more than any individual on this forum, as we are privileged to, in many cases, just as much information as those working with DID. It's a subjective field, not a laboratory experiment.
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Re: Trigger: Categories - Ego States or Alters

Postby sev0n » Sun Mar 18, 2012 11:06 am

I have not read this yet, but it might be interesting. Title: New Model of DID - by Dell - 2006

http://scholar.google.com/scholar_url?h ... i=scholarr
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Postby Demon Lilith » Sun Mar 18, 2012 3:13 pm

I ws actually going to suggest that article! If you get time, it's great to read. It helps support DID not being caused by sociocognitive reasons, as well.
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