Feeling detached

Im feeling detached and foggy. Lots in stirring up inside and all feels "little" its just so confusing. Now Im encouraging switching but the littles feel so overwhelming. Its like switching on an dime. It makes me feel out of control a bit. Im all for letting the littles in the body but it feels like they take the whole hand. I wont blame them tho.
By now I thought i was used to it but it feels like im an stranger at the moment. words are spoken out loud and it creeps me out. Names swirl around such as quato. Also lots of blanks and just anxiety.

Jill
Jack says I can post here since I won't be angry. I hate it when I'm half way into a dissociative trance and can't bring myself all the way to reality. It makes me so I can't think and concentrate even more than usual. That's hard enough already without danged dissociation butting in. And nobody even takes control. I guess I just sit there and drool on myself or something when I dissociate completely. Oh wait, I lied a little, sometimes someone will take control and I'll realize I'm walking somewhere or doing something and have no idea why. I wish I could tell you how to fix it, but since I'm new to all this myself, I have no idea. I just thought maybe hearing it from someone else would make you feel just a little better.