New sad and broken

A lot has happened in my life in the last few months. I realized today I have multiple parts of me. I found out the hard way And I found out through being in a relationship with someone just like me. I feel beaten and battered and pushed and pulled- Used as a pawn in a battle between the part of me that supposedly protects I would guess, And the protective part of someone that I used to be in a relationship with.

I feel like I was spit out today Left with the mess. In my mind the other protector won. I was the casualty of war. I don't want to put myself back together. Sorry for such a negative post. I like that around is negativity and pain for a long time now.

Hugs, I know it can be confusing and mentally exhausting trying to figure everything out, have so much running constantly through your mind that you just have nowhere to go with the information. Wish I could help you, but I don't know what or how I could

Oncehealed wrote:A lot has happened in my life in the last few months. I realized today I have multiple parts of me. I found out the hard way And I found out through being in a relationship with someone just like me. I feel beaten and battered and pushed and pulled- Used as a pawn in a battle between the part of me that supposedly protects I would guess, And the protective part of someone that I used to be in a relationship with.

I feel like I was spit out today Left with the mess. In my mind the other protector won. I was the casualty of war. I don't want to put myself back together. Sorry for such a negative post. I like that around is negativity and pain for a long time now.

hi. I too have been on the receiving end of a protector's supposed reject button. A horrible experience that takes a while to heal from. But you are aware of your DID which means you are ahead of the game and working towards your own healing. I hope you can surround yourself with supportive people while you regroup. Xxxooo