First therapy appointment

I had my first appointment this week. It went pretty well. She is open to the possibility of there being others. She suggested the usual journaling and that I talk to my sister, who supposedly remembers everything. She wants my sister to be my memory. I've talked to her before about some things and it didn't help at all. I have no memory of what she described and no feelings about it either. It's as if she were talking about things that happened in a movie she saw. I had no feelings about it whatsoever. It feels like my memories are so blocked and lost that they will never come back. I know my journey it's just beginning and I have a very long way to go, but I am but the patient type.

Thanks for listening!

Yay for a good first appointment!!
I've been afraid to ask my siblings too many questions for fear they may be in denial.
Hope you can gently uncover your blocked memories. We love journaling and have made quite a bit of progress writing. Best of luck to you in your journey-

xxxooo