After months without a a word, I am again in contact with my psych. He suggested to make an intervention with another psychologist, a collega from him. So he would continue supporting me in the psych social issues: children, goverment, schools, etc and this other woman would start working with me with my DID issues. one side of me says, Great! because i see also the need of a third person. Sometimes he is sick or travels and i need a contact person. On the other hand, it has taken me three years to open myself to this theme within me, actually it was kind of a surprise to me. I thought that more or less people functioned this way. So my first issue, is trust. my second issue, is that i have heard a couple of times this voice coming out of me, when i am put into pressure, there is "this voice...person" that reacts upset...his voice, scares me, and it comes out, from within me (sorry for the grammar).
I am afraid that these interventions will let loose a side of me that i try to repress.
and then what happens when i come home (i have three teens).......
he says that the idea of this intervention is to contain!!! words! how can you contain memories, if you open a door, there will be a diarrea of memories...and i wonder if i can go through this.
but it is an opportunity to be helped. any experiences over what to expect?