Hello to everyone that takes the time to read this.
It's been a month since I first posted something here wondering if I might have DID and being pretty confused about it. Well, a lot has happened in this month and now I am aware of about twelve alters, so, the answer to my question seems to be yes.
After getting to know them they are now out way more often.
Luckily, most of us are getting along quite well.
We have some bigger problems with how to organisate school and such stuff. (It's not fun if your teacher is asking you questions that you can't answer because you just switched. And from next week on we will have to take some exams... no one of use was paying enogh attention to do well on them...)
It's still difficult and we have to get used to everything, but, we're doing quite fine anyway, I think.
We would like to introduce ourselves, even though most of us are not willing to tell their full names, so we just go by letters for now.
S. (female, 16) – current host. … I don't really know how to descrobe myself, sorry...
L. (male, 15) – typical teenage boy, sometimes angry and really protective. But can also be really happy sometimes. He has the most problems with our body being female.
A. (female, 16) – usually speaks English, even though this isn't our first language. Usually happy, but also really easily frustrated or sad. Wants to take care of everyone of us and others.
V. (female, 17) – usually a bit annoyed. Likes to discuss and can be really stubborn. Claims of herself that she doesn't feel love or similar emotions.
E. (female, about 9) – pretends to be a happy little girl, but in reality she is rather calm and quiet and all in all behaves rather like an adult than as a little girl
Q. (female, 7) – cute little girl that you can easily make happy but that is also really easily scared
F. (male, about 16) – can't speak and has a really messy handwriting. Therefore knows the most about what everyone is doing and feeling.
H. (female, 14) – obsessed with Japan. Happy and outgoing, tends to talk much, fast and loud. very intelligent.
M. (male, about 18?) - Very intelligent, too. But also really lazy. Describes himself as quiet and that he doesn't like talking to others, but in reality he behaves in the opposite way.
N. (male, about 19?) - Strong and arrogant. Don't know more about him yet.
K. (female, about 13-17?) - extremely depressive and often angry and aggressive, too. Often tries to harm us or others around us.
C. (female, about 16?) - I don't know. Seems to have alters on her own? Is that even possible? She is usually really shy and insecure and doesn't talk very much, but on other times she suddenly says she's male and talks a lot and becomes really self-confident or she is suddenly still very quiet, but not shy and insecure anymore. She also uses different names for herself then, but for the rest of us she still appears to be the same one, not a different alter.
- S.