Flashes Trigger warning

by **spanky_spee** » Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:31 am

Lately I keep seeing flashes of a new sub section.
I'ts forcing me to float off the planet. proper term would probaly be dissociating.
Since most of the time I'm in the internal still trieing to co-host with channelle.

want it to stop I really don't like seeing mermaid like people flashing in my face
sayig help us and hi. They are beautiful glittering creatures with gills and jewels.

Don't want to f*cking be polyfragmented I thought it was just going to be atleast just 50 of us not the amount has spurted well over a f*cking 100.

Just never ever want to be here be out be alive.
I'm a cog just a little tiny cog in this system.

What is the point to mermaid people in here just argh
I was host
barry protector
claureshia admin

they have roles.
All these mermaid are doing is swimming in a pretty f*cking palace.

Do you honestly f*cking think we want this as well

When I think of mermaids swimming I think of calmness and freedom. Perhaps they are holding these good feelings for you all at the moment and are coming up now as an 'invitation' to either share them, or at least show you that there is some hope and glittery stuff within your system. Just a thought.

-B

by **tomboy24** » Thu Mar 14, 2013 4:03 am

spanky_spee wrote:
Don't want to f*cking be polyfragmented I thought it was just going to be atleast just 50 of us not the amount has spurted well over a f*cking 100.

no offense, but i doubt you're alone. it's common for people to not have wanted DID in general, polyfragmented or not. but we don't have control over what is, so we must find the blessings and positives within that can often times be overlooked at first. :oops:

every part is here because they helped you/the system (or are still helping you/the system) at least one point in time somehow. :oops:

i think it's nice that you have mermaids. :oops:

- cassie (age ?)

by **spanky_spee** » Thu Mar 14, 2013 4:34 am

tomboy24 wrote:no offense, but i doubt you're alone. it's common for people to not have wanted DID in general, polyfragmented or not. but we don't have control over what is, so we must find the blessings and positives within that can often times be overlooked at first. every part is here because they helped you/the system (or are still helping you/the system) at least one point in time somehow.

Very good and true point..sorry if any offense was caused.
Guess I'm just not adapt at handling these things anymore feeling null.
I just feel so new to this I was the who coped lived was happy ignorant to it. now all of a sudden I'm just a communicator with these new areas..I'm just so angry and upset with everything everyone..
a baby with no knowledge I'm 19 with nothing to show for it 20 next week.

tomboy24 wrote:i think it's nice that you have mermaids.

Since I calmed down abit I started admiring there regal beauty and felt abit honoured they contacted me first :oops:

bourbon wrote:When I think of mermaids swimming I think of calmness and freedom. Perhaps they are holding these good feelings for you all at the moment and are coming up now as an 'invitation' to either share them, or at least show you that there is some hope and glittery stuff within your system. Just a thought

After reading that I was thinking there is not much tranquility lately and that there presence might be needed eheehe thanks :oops:

. really made me re-think them. they are probaly being triggered.

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