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What's your inside world like?

Postby sacred_unspoken » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:13 pm

Sorry if a post like this has been made before, if it has please forgive us (we don't read all the posts and sometimes one part does and another doesn't, you know how that goes).


We have a protector named Clarke, Clarke had this fabulous idea to start building things for all the alters that came out so they wouldn't be afraid. So, each alter when they "wake up" gets to pick what they would like to build inside to play with. We havea whole world in here now; an amusement park,a shopping mall, gardens which have portals to go to space, a button that launches anybody thousands of feet in the air, etc. all kinds of cool things. However, Clarke has been busy protecting so created Kent to do the work - so now when anybody new wakes up, Kent will build them things.


We have a doctor in here, her name is Toula. We use to have another doctor named Ruthie but Toula took over. Nearly everyday somebody is in medical need and she cares for them.

We have had about five subsystems that we know of - most of which were where bad things happened but now we have a subsystem of an "elf world" which is pretty amazing :D

It really is amazing what occurs in here daily. We are so thankful for our inside world. So, we would like to know, what's your inside world like?
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby oaktree » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:41 pm

It's been asked before here:
Your Headspace?
You don't have to worry that you asked again, it took me a while to find it back while I had seen it previously.
There are also a few threads about internal worlds in the resources thread, just search for 'world':
*DDNOS/DID RESOURCES: symptoms, common questions, etc.*
I've described my (for me almost invisible) 'inner world' (it isn't much what I've seen) here:
How did you discover your internal world?
Basically, I can see a wall, sometimes things inside, but that's it.
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby sacred_unspoken » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:43 pm

oaktree wrote:It's been asked before here:
Your Headspace?
You don't have to worry that you asked again, it took me a while to find it back while I had seen it previously.
There are also a few threads about internal worlds in the resources thread, just search for 'world':
*DDNOS/DID RESOURCES: symptoms, common questions, etc.*
I've described my (for me almost invisible) 'inner world' (it isn't much what I've seen) here:
How did you discover your internal world?
Basically, I can see a wall, sometimes things inside, but that's it.

Oh wow, I will check that out. Sorry again :(
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby tomboy24 » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:48 pm

Perfectly ok! Threads can cycle through quickly on here. That's why I've tried to make threads like the Resources threads that has common topics, like inside world questions, so that people can find things easier. Besides, with how many new people get on here, we need "repeating" threads sometimes so that they can see/find other info/threads that they might have missed or can't find, etc. :wink:


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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby sacred_unspoken » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:57 pm

tomboy24 wrote:Perfectly ok! Threads can cycle through quickly on here. That's why I've tried to make threads like the Resources threads that has common topics, like inside world questions, so that people can find things easier. Besides, with how many new people get on here, we need "repeating" threads sometimes so that they can see/find other info/threads that they might have missed or can't find, etc. :wink:


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Thank you, The Hawk :) you seem quite nice :)
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby tomboy24 » Wed Jan 02, 2013 8:16 pm

sacred_unspoken wrote:
tomboy24 wrote:Perfectly ok! Threads can cycle through quickly on here. That's why I've tried to make threads like the Resources threads that has common topics, like inside world questions, so that people can find things easier. Besides, with how many new people get on here, we need "repeating" threads sometimes so that they can see/find other info/threads that they might have missed or can't find, etc. :wink:


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Thank you, The Hawk :) you seem quite nice :)

I believe it was me who made the Resources thread, Hawk. Not to "steal your thunder" or anything. :wink: :lol:

Good to see you jokin' around, Rain. Yeah, I realized that after I said it, but then I was like, "Well, anyone can see she writes in blue, and I'm obviously not blue, so I think they can put 2 and 2 together". :lol:

:oops: Thank you, Scared_unspoken! I actually try my best just to be understanding, and I find that seems to "make" me nice. Which works, because I'd rather seem nice even though it's hard for me sometimes to actually be nice. Understanding I can do easily, especially if I can see all points of veiws and such. Actually being nice isn't always so easy for me, but I do try. I have to admit, it's a ton easier for me to be nice to people that are here than most of the people I encounter in public/life. I think it's because to me, people here are just "better" people in general overall compared to most of the people I encounter in public and such (in terms of behaviour, maturity, intelligence, how they treat others, etc).


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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby lifelongthing » Wed Jan 02, 2013 9:18 pm

We have a pretty big inner world too.

We have several "parts" of our inner world.
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There's the nexus: Leo's garden. From her garden you can go to a very dark place. It's not sad or anything, just very dark. Lin, the babies and Ana live there, but I'm not sure why they do - I'm not even sure if they used to. It's a long story. Then further back into the darkness the cemetery type place is where those who have "died" live. It like if you live in the darkness, you've been through massive trauma and you "space" has been put there. So it's a possibility of going out of there again. It's a place of containment for some of the pain so it doesn't affect the others. I didn't know all of this before I wrote it out just now, I got help from someone (probably Leo) :shock: Great :D

There's also mountains, a little river and a winter forest.

There's also the castle in the clouds as well as a whole space of clouds where another couple of houses lie too.

We've also found where all the other Lin's live (and where Lin mentioned earlier used to live). This is a pretty "upside down" world. It's reminiscent of a mix between a Candy land and a Dr Seuss book really. Things are upside down and nothing has the "right" colour and the trees are a bit like truffala trees etc. All the Lin's have unnatural hair colours etc too so it's not so weird to them. It's pretty though.

If there anything you'd like to hear more about, just ask :) I don't want to overload with boring information :oops: :D
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby ManyHearts » Wed Jan 02, 2013 10:19 pm

our inner world looks like a very big forest with tree houses, but we heve some upcoming changes!
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby ManyShadesOfMe » Wed Jan 02, 2013 10:31 pm

In my inner world there a big white marble walkway, and to the left there is a big castle that looks sort of like Cinderella Castle and that's where everyone lives. It's surrounded by a white brick wall except for the far side of the castle, the land kinda just drops off and theres an amazing view of snow capped mountains! The marble walkway goes past the castle into the forrest. I'm not sure what's in there, but I get the feeling it might be 'the shadows' I was told I wasn't allowed to go to. To the right of the walk way is a big sand dune with palm trees and mangroves that leads to a beach. I have a really cute tiny beach house there that I never go into too lol.

It's always beautiful and sunny with pretty puffy clouds and it's always perfect beach weather. Except I don't have the hot sun hitting directly on top of me, which is nice.
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Re: What's your inside world like?

Postby sacred_unspoken » Wed Jan 02, 2013 11:42 pm

Wow :) that is so cool, everybody. I forgot to mention we have mountains, deserts, rivers, etc., too :) how cool what you guys have inside. Sounds wonderful :) (except for the dark place, of course)
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