Oblomov wrote:I'm fed up of this life. I have the means to kill myself painlessly, and I've set a date to do it if things aren't better by then. But I have no beliefs at all about death, and I think it might be anything. Maybe it's even worse than this. Maybe there's a hell in death, not because I'd deserve one but just because there is - just like there is a hell here on earth, the hell I've been going through for so many years.
I just want to be put out of my goddamn misery. No-one deserves to be tormented like this. I want it to stop, but the universe is so merciless.
If you want to stop me, I'd like you to shut up. I want a reply that's neutral towards MY suicide. Should I be afraid? How can I surmount those fears?
Maybe it's just nothing. Maybe I'd be reborn. Maybe as a lesser being. Maybe I'd go to hell, even if that hell would just be a kind of dream. But perhaps it's something positive.
Well, honestly, it's nothing. It's like sleeping without a dream, nothing happens. I mean you really believe in hell and god? If their was a god he shouldn't have gave you your life, but that's just stupid to think there is one. That's sorta been proven(physics,gravity,science,evolution).
BUT if he and an afterlife is real, and you believe in that, then think about it for a second. He has a gross sence of humor, giving you a #######5 life, so when you die he might just give you a worse life, he can see your #######5 life in person then. Or lets picture him as a bully, he picks on you until he gets you to do what he wants you to do, so don't make him happy, don't give him that satisfaction.
If you ever wanna talk email or add me on messenger, eric6942069@hotmail or yahoo.com That goes with anybody here, trust me I'm not one of them assholes telling you not to kill yourself, I just give you the facts on it, sorta.
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