Oblomov wrote:I'm fed up of this life. I have the means to kill myself painlessly, and I've set a date to do it if things aren't better by then. But I have no beliefs at all about death, and I think it might be anything. Maybe it's even worse than this. Maybe there's a hell in death, not because I'd deserve one but just because there is - just like there is a hell here on earth, the hell I've been going through for so many years.
I just want to be put out of my goddamn misery. No-one deserves to be tormented like this. I want it to stop, but the universe is so merciless.
If you want to stop me, I'd like you to shut up. I want a reply that's neutral towards MY suicide. Should I be afraid? How can I surmount those fears?
Maybe it's just nothing. Maybe I'd be reborn. Maybe as a lesser being. Maybe I'd go to hell, even if that hell would just be a kind of dream. But perhaps it's something positive.
Ericisme wrote: If their was a god he shouldn't have gave you your life, but that's just stupid to think there is one. That's sorta been proven(physics,gravity,science,evolution).
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