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I Want To Eat Again by Manipulative on Thu May 24, 2012 10:04 am
Well, it's been 11 days and I still haven't eaten. I seem to be getting into cycles where I'll have an overwhelming urge to binge and I think to myself, okay, I'll wait for the urge to pass and then I'll eat something. Problem is, when the urge to binge has gone, the urge to eat disappears too. I'm determined to have something today though, even if I have to sit at the table for 3 hours just to eat a petit filous.

I got told yesterday that my 'disordered eating' actually fits the diagnostic criteria for anorexia. I was a bit put out by this. I said the sentence 'I have an eating disorder' to myself yesterday and it just doesn't sound right.. The term 'disordered eating' I could manage with, it didn't sound bad and it didn't sound as if it was much of a problem. Strangely if you rearrange the words to 'eating disorder' then it sounds way more serious than I think it is.

Apparently my foster family knew from the minute I moved in that I was anorexic, I just hadn't been formally diagnosed. Well, now I have. It feels weird, it feels wrong. I don't want a second label pinned on me. By conversations I've had with various people I'm likely to have a third one. I don't believe in labels. I remember a few years ago I dreaded being diagnosed with any kind of illness. Now I could potentially have three, two of them being already diagnosed. I don't understand it. I don't want this.

I think way too much. I think I'm going to distract myself by putting on Youtube and scouring through Whose Line Is It Anyway US videos. God love them! ;D


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Self injury (possible TW) by Hazard on Tue Sep 02, 2014 5:56 am
I harm myself physically, as a form of self punishment. If I break my word, or hurt someone I care about etc, I will burn myself. I always put the burns in places that will have constant contact or have...

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Never date someone who doesn't validate mental illness. by RunawayFaye on Tue Sep 02, 2014 5:52 am
Never doing that to myself again. I'm giving Michael the break-up speech tomorrow. Bipolar Disorder is pretty rough, let's not lie to ourselves. Even with the right medication at the right dosage taken...

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Sensory wonder.. by scepticalblahblah on Mon Sep 01, 2014 5:16 pm
Or maybe i should call this one ''scented wonder''.. :D

Whatever the title; I'm buying way too much bread...

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Useless regrets by TachiShi on Mon Sep 01, 2014 12:43 pm
Thinking back to our past, all I can do is regret it.
I just can't understand how I could call my mother those nasty words.
It's not like I meant any of it, cus I really didn't.
I didn't, and I didn't...

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Hi! by ChloeCat57 on Mon Sep 01, 2014 4:31 am
My name's Chloe, I'm new here :D

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Re: Listen to Your Instincts by TachiShi on Mon Sep 01, 2014 8:53 pm
Heartbreaking story.
As for your "crazy" student... Wherever she is, I hope she's ok.

Re: Sensory wonder.. by lateralus on Mon Sep 01, 2014 8:04 pm
Soup FTW. and nothing is better then freshly baked bread, its easy to make at home too, google for no-knead bread in instructables, very easy if you've never tried.

Re: Intro by Dazz on Sat Aug 30, 2014 12:23 am
Wheres your tumblr?

Re: Catch-22 onto another hand by xod_s on Fri Aug 29, 2014 8:48 pm
Correction:Most of my maternal uncles have had not-so-good relationships with their wives. There are two uncles in El Salvador who as far as I know still get along fine with their wives.

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Re: Update by kaykay89 on Fri Aug 29, 2014 6:17 am
What made you realize your necrophilia?

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