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on Wed Sep 10, 2014 12:27 am
cut my hair past midnight.
no sideburns now. fringe very short. removed around 1/4 of an inch of growth around entire head.
yesterday morning, around 11am, shaved my face.
removed downy hair and moustache.
suicidal, confused, upset, bewildered; self-hatred.
joined a forum, decided to aim to stop obsession with hair cutting.
I am a real sucker
on Thu Dec 08, 2016 4:30 pm
For attention it seems.
Maybe for love
Just some kind
Words are easy
to drop like jewels
the real deal?
just sparkly enough
He points at the sky
And asks what I... [ Continued ]
on Wed Dec 07, 2016 10:35 pm
So, I'm new here and not too familiar with how everything works. I'd like to have someplace to keep track of my thoughts, just to maintain myself.
I'm having difficulties with particular things in my... [ Continued ]
The Day I Tried to Live
on Wed Dec 07, 2016 9:14 pm
I cannot take credit for this but it keeps talking to me
I woke the same as any other day
Except a voice was in my head
It said seize the day, pull the trigger, drop the blade
And watch the rolling heads... [ Continued ]
Wednesday 7 December
by Just Jeff
on Wed Dec 07, 2016 8:07 am
20 days sober
Sorry for no entry the last few days - only have lame excuses like being to tired and busy. Was feeling quote triggered last night but using HALTB (Hungry/Angry/Lonely/Tired/Bored?)... [ Continued ]
The last Time I'm shoplifting
on Tue Dec 06, 2016 7:27 pm
I promise myself this is the last time I'm shoplifting. I know I'll get caught eventually, although not since I've started, I've done it quite a couple of times. I get things because they're just so easy... [ Continued ]
Re: I hate this hate myself
on Thu Dec 08, 2016 5:27 pm
I'd like to point out that part: "everyone sees that I am strange."
Many, many of the ordinary "in-blenders" out there are dissatisfied and have poor self esteems themselves, because... [ Continued ]
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