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Jodi (07/09/11) Mood: 6
on Wed Sep 07, 2011 2:48 pm
Just wanted to write about something. Being on mood stabilizers is weird because I kind of forget what it's like to be unstable. Every so often I'll remember something about how I used to be before starting them and be really grateful I'm not that way anymore. For example, I just now remembered the constant fear I felt about my depression suddenly returning. I don't feel that anymore. I don't feel so anxious and worried all of the time. Fear of my mental illness isn't taking over my life. It's amazing. I love my moods being normal.
okay I'll bite
on Tue Jul 29, 2014 9:38 am
and blog. so work's been really rough. actually it's better from an objective standpoint but as far as I'm concerned its still rough. my confidence in myself is at a low and i worry about making a slip... [ Continued ]
I can't stop hitting myself
on Tue Jul 29, 2014 4:37 am
I don't think this is normal.
Today, I was taking an evening walk, like I always do around 7pm. Anxiety is just blaring like alarm-bells in my head, nothing new. And while I was walking, a flashback,... [ Continued ]
on Tue Jul 29, 2014 3:57 am
Not sure if I'm doing this right, first time blogger lol. My wife has been diagnosed with adult adhd, bipolar, ptsd and borderline personality disorder. All this was hidden from me for a few years. Didn't... [ Continued ]
The day ends and I am hopeful
on Tue Jul 29, 2014 2:15 am
Really nice not to have to talk myself in and out of why I shouldn't gamble. I don't have a choice because there are no casinos where I am visiting until Sept 1. I liken it to quitting smoking. No cigarettes,... [ Continued ]
And death shall have no dominion
on Tue Jul 29, 2014 2:09 am
I don't think I'll ever kill myself. I used to wonder about death a lot. Some people say you go onto another place when you die: heaven, hell, get reborn as something else. These are interesting to think... [ Continued ]
Re: It never ends
on Fri Jul 25, 2014 4:28 am
Thank you Ada. I will post again. Hopefully with great news and ideas. Feeling refreshed today. worked hard. That's 3hat I like to do.
Feeling like I matter.
Re: It never ends
on Tue Jul 22, 2014 3:47 pm
I really hope that goes well for you! Maybe plan out some ways you'd like to spend [or save for future use] what you're earning? Having a definite aim in mind might help if an urge later comes to "make... [ Continued ]
Re: 2 Years, 2 Months Of Peace
on Tue Jul 22, 2014 6:15 am
Hi there! I just want to let you know I still drift in here and read your blog for inspiration. Last June when I made a half ass effort at attempting to quit gambling, I wasn't successful. It wasn't... [ Continued ]
Re: I like this.
on Fri Jul 18, 2014 12:21 am
[quote="RememberRonni"]Please don't forget that blog posts need to be approved by the mods before they are published. That might explain the time lapse. We do get to them as quickly as possible... [ Continued ]
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