well it's been a while since I had issues at work. I've been doing the job of at least 2 people, I program shipments, do customer service and some production controlling....so yeah, i have a lot of work to do, and a lot of problems with both internal and external customers.
i'm not trying to complain about it, I like my job, it's challenging and takes effort and wit to do, i'm happy with it even when about half of the time is pressure and more pressure and problems..
anyway, lately things haven't been as good as they were. the management decided to give my boss a boss but without my boss knowing, i don't know, it din't feel right for me. so then all the other managers have been worse than before and well it's not a good environment to work anymore.
the problems are too many to list but the last ones that made me decide were: the plant manager asking why i didn't sell more, well, i sold what i had to, can't sell more!!!, then this other coworker demanding that "you have to help me" it wasn't like can you help or anything like that, she was demanding help! and then all the manager trying to make me sell more pieces that should not be sold so that they could deliver good numbers to their superiors.
it's not fair. when we give more that what we're supposed to do, nothing happens but when we are slightly wrong then they let hell loose....it's not fair to have them asking for stuff that are beyond my reach...and i've had enough. i wont' let them bully me anymore...so i will quit.
it's not the job what scares me, it's not working hard. What i don't like anymore is the way the deal with problems and the way they deal with people. it's okay to push, but not the way they do!
last thursday i decided to quit, i told my boss i wanted to quit and i felt relieved. it was strange 'cause i had been struggling with the idea of leaving or staying...and well finally i've come to this decision...and i've made peace with it. i feel no remorse anymore, i don't feel like I am betraying them, I owe them nothing.