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GMC - How It Went by CrackedGirl on Sat Mar 10, 2012 10:56 am
So saw GMC guy yesterday

It was difficult. I saw him at the new place for the first time. It was where I was admitted this time a year ago after a big overdose. At the time I was on constant one to one obs and I this really triggered me yesterday. It made me want to cut and overdose so someone could look after my safety and I would not have to do it. I didnt - I was sensible and looked after myself but it was not easy. I did not think it was going to trigger me as much as it did - maybe it is because it is exactly a year ago.

The meeting went as well as it could I suppose. He said he thought I was doing well and we talked about spirituality a lot which was interesting. But he asked me again if I wanted to remove my name from the register voluntarily to which I said no. He said again it would be at least a year before RTW - he always seems to say that - when does this year start??? He was also talking about specialities and thinks I would be better doing something "less stressful". I love "stressful" stuff such as anaesthetics and acute medicine or cardiology and he seemed to think I would be better suited to something like psychiatry because he feels stress "triggers" me. I would sooner eat my own eyeballs than be a psychiatrist.

Anyhow it is over for another 2 months and I am intact (ish)

Hope you are all well



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Thinking by CrackedGirl on Sun Jun 24, 2012 6:44 am
I am questioning my sexuality atm with good reason. It is a bit weird to be thinking about this in my 30s but I think I do need to think about it.

Huge hugs


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Things I Learnt At Med School by CrackedGirl on Wed Feb 15, 2012 2:35 am
Never have sex whilst wearing a Holter monitor or you are liable to be discussed in a lecture theatre full of students.

Always throw away dirty bong water

Never inhale cigar smoke

How to say phaeochromocytoma

Never stare at the forehead of someone who has a weird looking forehead, esp if they are in a position of power over you

Never park in the Dean's parking space

Be careful of rape alarms in lecture theatres

Never drink more than one drink containing 5 shots

Never trust rugby players

Never drink and ski

Never bite your other half's tongue whilst trying to be romantic

Never ever volunteer the fact you are a med student

Never be late for lectures led by mean lecturers when there is no back entrance to your lecture theatre

Always look for things about your lecturers that you can parody at the Revue

Treasure the diamond tutors

Hugs all


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Bunny by CrackedGirl on Fri Sep 16, 2011 12:39 pm
Rosie Bunny died earlier today and I laid her to rest. I am really sad but she is peaceful at least. Thank you for being so supportive.


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Mum Mum Mum... by CrackedGirl on Sat Dec 24, 2011 1:56 pm
is doing my head in tho I end up feelingn guilty for her being mean to me. There some warped thinking going on me thinks. She is so invlaidating of me too because I am no longer her professional daughter but this mad person whilst the rest of the family are getting on with making everyone proud.

I am grateful for her but she does bug me and I am resorting to codeine and alcohol to sort the buggingness out.

Not too helpful really.

Wishing you all a very very happy christmas wherever you may be and I hope you have a peaceful 2012 too.

Huge hugs


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