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on Sun Oct 30, 2011 11:27 pm
I have a binging/purging disorder. I never used to have this until around may of this year. I've never been fat or anything, I've always maintained between 120-130 at 5'2". I am a cheerleader and my mom always puts pressure on me to be skinny if I wanted to be a cheerleader in college. I actually got pretty skinny (the healthy way) in around may before I got this disorder. I was very fit and very proud of myself. Then, high school graduation came along and so did the parties. I went to the parties and found myself eating all sorts of crap that I never eat. My diet consists of VERY healthy things. So around this time is when I discovered the two finger diet... and ever since then it has gotten worse. Now, I see a tray of cookies, and instead of doing it the healthy way and just having one, I have SEVERAL and just tell myself to throw it up afterwards. I DO NOT want to be this way anymore. I have tried everything. I don't want to tell my parents... all I need is someone to remind me daily that I do not need to be doing this. That's all I need. I don't think I need therapy or anything... just someone that knows and that can check up on me every day or so and ask if I have. That way I won't do it. Any takers?
This thing is freaking me out
on Sun Sep 21, 2014 6:03 am
so this is my story when I have always been sex addictive, so when i was little i had some sexual moments with two different male cousin at a different time, but i didn't do it because I... [ Continued ]
it wasnt true
on Sun Sep 21, 2014 2:58 am
For a second today, I thought i might have asperger's. I thought it would explain my social awkwardness, having a limited group of friends, and my nervous "ticks".
So I found this quiz online... [ Continued ]
temporary insanity question
on Sat Sep 20, 2014 7:11 pm
I just finished making a documentary on what its like to survive on a small uninhabited island alone without bringing food or water for 10 days. While on the island I experienced some... [ Continued ]
on Sat Sep 20, 2014 1:40 pm
I wonder if anyone else has dreams they dont remember. I woke up suddenly at 3am, bed damp with cold sweat. There must have been something going through my active mind as my body rested.
Dreams are only... [ Continued ]
on Sat Sep 20, 2014 2:56 am
Today started very well. Followed my normal schedule, went to work. Everything was fine. About an hour 1/2 before leaving I got this feeling that all the customers were silently judging me. Stupid me,... [ Continued ]
Re: Im powerless
on Fri Sep 19, 2014 11:07 am
Two days ago I sold my clothes to one of those second hand clothing stores and got $49.00, not bad. I use the money to buy cigarettes and off course..I stop by the casino and played $20 and didn't win.... [ Continued ]
Re: Tomorrow ::
on Thu Sep 18, 2014 10:16 pm
Good luck, Tulula. I hope things get better for you and that they'll listen to you this time!
Re: Self Harming
on Thu Sep 18, 2014 8:37 pm
Welcome to the forum, misssykes
I'm glad you've found us. We mostly talk in the forums. And use blogs... [ Continued ]
Re: Some news
on Thu Sep 18, 2014 11:21 am
Not sure if the blogger is supposed to comment on their own post, but that's what I'm doing now.
I'm still on the restricted diet. I have heard that there is controversy about these allergy tests and... [ Continued ]
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