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DID? PTSD? Help D: by picklecat13 on Sat Apr 27, 2013 10:21 am
Umm its my first time posting in these forums but i don't know where else to go.
I'm not diagnosed with DID or PTSD, but i heard the two go hand in hand, and when i talked to my counselor for the first time about what was bothering me at the time, she said i might have symptoms of PTSD, that some flashbacks might trigger the emotions and thoughts i was experiencing. it's has been my own thinking that i might have symptoms of DID as well, but i'm not sure. i've always heard voices and such, but i want to be sure. I've looked it up and some things match but some things don't. i don't have amnesia when swapping, i am conscious when another personality is out. (i think? sometimes i have no idea) and i can control a few of them, whether they come out in public or not. or at least i think, two of them i can definitely restrict. but i don't think i'm aware of the others actually. i talk to myself a lot, or my 'other' selves sometimes aloud, sometimes secretly. I'm not really sure what i'm looking to do here. I guess just trying to find out what i have, so i can try to organize thoughts in my head I'm scared to talk to the people around me as they might avoid me
i think of my alters as my friends, well most of them. and we get along usually, but when certain things trigger some alters get in fights and i cant stop it.. sometimes they combine or come out at the same time when triggers occur and make a new personality.. its really confusing who is who, and i was wondering if someone could help me out. any strategies to control them when the triggers happen? or if i even have DID?
But hello forums! on a more positive note..
My name is Nathalia and i hope to post here more often to get to know my other alters better ^_^
I-i hope i can help other people too here.
(means until tomorrow in Japanese c: one of my alters is an otaku)
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