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Wretch pt 2 by OpheliaIncarnate on Sun Aug 11, 2013 1:16 am
"why are you even still here?"

Thats what i was asked this afternoon by the woman whom i've looked up to all my life.
The woman who stood in the place a mother should have been, and had for al intensive purposes behaved as one.
But lately, shes showing more and more of the hate for me that I hoped was only my own paranoia.

So I truly am alone in this.
I haven't a family to back me up.
My friends are mostly busy with their own lives, starting their own families.
And the boy... oh how unaware he is... blissful in his ignorance...

I feel sorry for him.
Hes invested his time into me. Introducing me to his friends and family. Being patient as he has and trying ever so hard to understand.

But I dont think many would ever understand.
That I dont have a choice.
I have NEVER had a choice.

This is something I have known for far too long.
The only moments of peace I have ever known came from it.
I fear that if things continue the way they are i'll be faced with accepting my fate once more for it has always been the kinder option.

Those who claim to care seem less and less interested and maybe it would be better that way.
If She wants to just remove me from her life then so be it.
But I will not be blamed for my actions.
I will not be held responsible for the consequences of somebody else's actions.

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Universe we live in by John_Doe on Mon Jul 28, 2014 1:57 am
Please see a doctor if you have schizophrenia and talk to him. A lot of the things in here are what I used to help me. What I went through, And opinions I have. But really see a doctor they have pills...

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Here goes nothing by poisonbutterfly on Mon Jul 28, 2014 1:07 am
So, I know how the forums work...new topics, replying, etc.

I do not know how blogs work sadly. I have never really reviewed any or started one for sure. So here goes.

I am guessing this is like a chat...

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blank and detached by memoryinafire on Sun Jul 27, 2014 10:01 pm
Havent posted here in so long... read back the very few posts I have done here and I sound so naive and idiotic, if it didn't come up under my username I'd never think it was me who said (wrote?) that....

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you don't know I'm a girl by cute becky on Sun Jul 27, 2014 5:24 pm
My birth was unremarkable in terms of development history but was never able to achieve the ability to hold my bowels.
I received multiple investigations from childhood , but no cause was ever identified...

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Internal reactions to external reactions. by cosmosenthusiast on Sun Jul 27, 2014 9:02 am
I can't even handle things as simple as neutral reactions. "Okay", "Mhm", "I see", "Oh", "Ah". Especially if they're said in just the right way, I start...

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Re: It never ends by smartenup on Fri Jul 25, 2014 4:28 am
Thank you Ada. I will post again. Hopefully with great news and ideas. Feeling refreshed today. worked hard. That's 3hat I like to do.
Feeling like I matter.

Re: It never ends by Ada on Tue Jul 22, 2014 3:47 pm
I really hope that goes well for you! Maybe plan out some ways you'd like to spend [or save for future use] what you're earning? Having a definite aim in mind might help if an urge later comes to "make...

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Re: 2 Years, 2 Months Of Peace by StuckinNV on Tue Jul 22, 2014 6:15 am
Hi there! I just want to let you know I still drift in here and read your blog for inspiration. Last June when I made a half ass effort at attempting to quit gambling, I wasn't successful. It wasn't...

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Re: mind trick that works for me everytime I pee by JtotheOtotheE on Tue Jul 22, 2014 12:00 am

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Re: I like this. by XinshiMorend on Fri Jul 18, 2014 12:21 am
[quote="RememberRonni"]Please don't forget that blog posts need to be approved by the mods before they are published. That might explain the time lapse. We do get to them as quickly as possible...

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