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Feeling Better, Much Better by squiggliebuttons on Mon Oct 15, 2012 7:24 pm
So I had a pleasant surprise when I logged into my computer at work this morning. There was an e-mail saying I earned a $2500 raise. I was quite pleased. My other co-worker hates me because she wanted my job, but I can't help that. She seemed even more pissed that I got a raise. There is really nothing I can do for her. I am kind to her despite her sometimes rudeness to me and really I have turned the other cheek quite a bit. Today is very positive. I feel motivated, I do feel a little bit over full, I think my lunch might have been a little too much, but oh well, I'll just eat less at Supper tonight. I actually feel like I could go out and run right now. I'm hoping I still have the energy to do it when I get home. I'm sitting here wishing I was less socially awkward, it isn't bad when I'm in public, but here at work I am extremely socially awkward. I'm not really sure why, but it feel's like I can't really be myself. I'm trying though, at least I'm showering more regularly. I have managed to wash my face every morning too, so that has to help. Plus I have a hair appointment coming up. Part of me wants to cancel, but my bangs need trimmed pretty bad and I could stand to get it colored again. I'm feeling like today might be the day that I start running again. I feel optimistic, I feel like I have energy, and it's well past time. I used to be in really good shape and I've let myself go because I've been depressed. I feel so much better since they sorted out my medications. I haven't lost any weight yet, but I'm sure I will once I get running again. I'm wishing I had an elliptical to get myself started on it. That would probably work out better at first than the treadmill, but I am going to have to make do with what I have. My nails are bugging me. They look like crap and I desperately want to go get them fixed, but I don't have time. Perhaps I'll have time later in the week, I'm tempted to get some acetone and polish and do them myself until I can get time to go to the nail salon.

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things are looking better by jody on Wed Oct 29, 2014 7:13 pm
if you ever read my posts you will see i have a transgender issue. well the psyc doc has said if i stay stable on this new med he will refere me to a gender clinic. i want to be stable before i undertake...

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I complain too much. by DesLock on Wed Oct 29, 2014 12:29 am
I was speaking to a Bulgarian student today after a lecture. He was going on about how the UK is so fair with its free NHS, its fantastic education and free meals for kids. He was so taken aback by the...

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Arts for fun by Baldwiniclust on Tue Oct 28, 2014 1:11 am
I started painting on my walls for a fun way to express myself and to help me replace some habits I find somehow useless. (have no study what so ever in painting or drawing)
So I start out doing, pretty...

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From the bumbler by xod_s on Mon Oct 27, 2014 5:07 am
"A poem is true if it hangs together.Information points to something else.A poem points to nothing else"-E.M Forster,"Two cheers for democracy" (1951) .

This "Gorillaz vs. The...

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I love my life by star dust on Mon Oct 27, 2014 4:43 am
My Mum just said to me in an evil, hostile, nasty way 'I'm gunna hang myself because of you! I'm gunna do it. When you least expect it. You won't even see it coming but don't worry, I'll do it.'

The...

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Re: things are looking better by Ada on Wed Oct 29, 2014 7:29 pm
Good luck, jody! I hope things do stabilise quickly.

Re: I think I love someone I should'nt...? by Nick123 on Mon Oct 27, 2014 9:36 pm
I don't think there is anything wrong with falling in love with either boys or girls. If this makes you feel right, you should go with it, I think. You seem to be feeling very well about this, try not...

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Re: ME by star dust on Fri Oct 24, 2014 4:17 pm
[quote="C-standard9"]Hey star dust, thanks for sharing! Im looking forward to the next update. Theres always bits and pieces we can all relate to, but Id be lying if I said we have the same story....

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Re: Can't stop hating me. by Ada on Thu Oct 23, 2014 8:52 pm
Fixing people isn't like fixing a broken car. The act of trying to improve something says we're human. Take an Olympic athlete. They constantly try to improve even though they're better at their event...

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Re: Self diagnosed BDD, nobody takes it seriously by Ada on Thu Oct 23, 2014 8:43 pm
You don't need to talk to your family about it if you don't want. Seeing a therapist can be done in total privacy. It's worth confirming with them in advance. But usually they won't give any information...

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