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Update by 420milf on Wed Jan 09, 2013 11:26 pm
I haven't posted new blogs because my laptop is out for repairs and haven't had the privacy to use my phone like I do now.

Cancer scare is calming down but haven't had sex since I got that call. Ok that's a lie. I haven't had vaginal sex since the call. Anal sex is good though right? I get off and he does too so that works.
I haven't really been myself lately. Work is pissing me off, our finances are ###$ up, school sucks and I have 3 kids ages 5 and twins are 3 so that's hell. I miss my freedom. I miss my sex life. I miss feeling wanted and appreciated. I miss living! Not just getting by but going out and having new experiences. I miss being able to so what I want when I want. Now I am a reap cobble parent and wife. BLAH! I know I sound selfish but I give everything to them(mostly husband) and I get nothing back. If I sleep in or take a nap it's a fight. I'm so fed up! I'm ready to make that call and feel sexy and wanted again. I miss hearing that my pussy is kryptonite to a mans dick. I make that dick bust so fast it makes men have identity issues and I love it! I love to grab a dick with my pussy and not let it go. That's so fun! Having the guy try to pull out and be like nope! Lol
I have always been a cheater. Always looking for that bigger better deal in men. Always looking for what they can give me. Always wanting to use their dick to get off. Now though its different. I love my husband. E sure can be an asshole though. Just like I can e a bitch. Matter of fact we are fighting now. He doesn't seem to understand me at times nor do I understand him. In fact we are polar opposites. How did I pick him you ask. He thinks it was all chemical luck. I was probably ovulating and our hormones matched up. I however feel that it was an instant attraction. He was a great listener, he did things with me he didn't usually do( theme parks and roller coasters) and for that I appreciated him more. He was fun and sexy and made me laugh... A LOT. He took time to figure out my body instead of using it. That's when I got hooked. I finally busted that nut. Now we have kids and I feel so stuck. Who is gonna wanna take this job now? Who would put up with me wanting sex all the time? I just wonder what I should do. I love him.... I just wonder if its for the right reasons.

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Who's the Real Victim Here? by tmc115 on Wed Aug 16, 2017 9:56 pm
Both my mom and her brother have emotional/anger issues. Both are prone to screaming and flying off the handles for little things, but you never know what will set them off. Most of the time they are unfazed...

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Introducing myself by Uyucha on Wed Aug 16, 2017 7:24 pm
Hello everyone. My name is Uyucha and I registered in order to chat with people about mental illnesses. No matter which.

For myself, I suffer from very strong DP/DR and maybe a DID but I have no diagnosis...

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Inside out by ringkichard0811 on Tue Aug 15, 2017 7:22 am
So much has changed over the last couple months. A and the rest of us are going to AA, willingly. We have a sponsor. We haven't been sober long but the more we get to know ourselves the better we feel....

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Pets by tmc115 on Mon Aug 14, 2017 2:41 am
I found a picture book I did in 1st grade. I drew my mom in bed with a headache. I needed to make my breakfast by myself.
I didn’t remember that book. But I cried when I read it. I may have embellished t...

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hello by peaklite on Mon Aug 14, 2017 12:14 am
feel a lot better about the breakup now and a lot less anxiety than a month or so ago, it was terrible now and i feel kind of baseline, still a bit #######5. i had a few weeks break from drugs but know i'm...

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Re: Yahoo by MotherHorseEyes on Wed Aug 16, 2017 10:05 am
I forgot I wrote this I must've been having a bad time. I made some typos that completely changes the context of a couple sentences.

What do you relate to?

Re: my groupings by Johnny-Jack on Wed Aug 16, 2017 3:47 am
Sexually oriented: Gaul
Physical abuse: Ulrich
Social skills: Cal
Suicidal thoughts: Jonathan
Not quite human: Xavi (tornado)
Calmers: Cal

New categories:
Core: Adam, (Jack has "core-like" characteristics)...

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Re: Pets by Snaga on Mon Aug 14, 2017 3:32 am
Special classes?

Re: Feelings and such by Snaga on Mon Aug 14, 2017 3:18 am
On the inside, where no one can see?

Re: Pieces by tmc115 on Mon Aug 14, 2017 2:53 am
Thank you JumpingHoops. Yes you understand correctly. And thank you for your kind words of support. Often it is very difficult to be so honest because there's always someone out there ready to lay the...

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