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Feeling Better, Much Better by squiggliebuttons on Mon Oct 15, 2012 7:24 pm
So I had a pleasant surprise when I logged into my computer at work this morning. There was an e-mail saying I earned a $2500 raise. I was quite pleased. My other co-worker hates me because she wanted my job, but I can't help that. She seemed even more pissed that I got a raise. There is really nothing I can do for her. I am kind to her despite her sometimes rudeness to me and really I have turned the other cheek quite a bit. Today is very positive. I feel motivated, I do feel a little bit over full, I think my lunch might have been a little too much, but oh well, I'll just eat less at Supper tonight. I actually feel like I could go out and run right now. I'm hoping I still have the energy to do it when I get home. I'm sitting here wishing I was less socially awkward, it isn't bad when I'm in public, but here at work I am extremely socially awkward. I'm not really sure why, but it feel's like I can't really be myself. I'm trying though, at least I'm showering more regularly. I have managed to wash my face every morning too, so that has to help. Plus I have a hair appointment coming up. Part of me wants to cancel, but my bangs need trimmed pretty bad and I could stand to get it colored again. I'm feeling like today might be the day that I start running again. I feel optimistic, I feel like I have energy, and it's well past time. I used to be in really good shape and I've let myself go because I've been depressed. I feel so much better since they sorted out my medications. I haven't lost any weight yet, but I'm sure I will once I get running again. I'm wishing I had an elliptical to get myself started on it. That would probably work out better at first than the treadmill, but I am going to have to make do with what I have. My nails are bugging me. They look like crap and I desperately want to go get them fixed, but I don't have time. Perhaps I'll have time later in the week, I'm tempted to get some acetone and polish and do them myself until I can get time to go to the nail salon.
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