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it is in there by specialK on Wed Nov 20, 2013 6:11 pm
he claims it does not exsist within in yet Ive witnessed him giving what he says he does not have within him to give-to others. he feels-he just aint feeling me.
Seeing the disappointment in his being when his father paid him for the books he sent- that shows he has gift giving and sentiment in there-after all I read a lot of it towards kay-he gave it away
not to me
xanax- hives-stop my anxiety before I look like I have chicken pocks. I am realizing I do not matter
I cannot hide from the facts. I put myself out constantly waiting for love
I sent emails to him again and my feelings- took a week for him to open and respond. the response had nothing to do with the present. he is capable of being present at work but not in life. and i thought I had problems. Clearly things are coming up that make that" FIGURE OUT WHAT YOUR DOING BY THE END OF WINTER" more of a life question not just a moving furniture issue. No explanation or details of WHAT I am supposed to figure out what I am supposed to figure out. perhaps it is the ultimate question-which needs an answer-oddly on my birthday-the last day of winter.
I do not think he understands how vague and demanding he is-and do not question or anger will respond.
You would think the way I process emotional issues would have rubbed off in 10 years but I guess not.

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bad day by Emz86 on Fri Apr 17, 2015 7:43 pm
Hi all,
My names Emma and im new here. *trigger warning* Im currently in a psych ward n set fire to myself to try to commit suicide. Spent 5 weeks in a burns unit now sectioned...

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ugh iii *tw* by snaga2.0 on Fri Apr 17, 2015 4:48 pm
You know why ugh iii? Because Ugh ii, disappeared off my tablet. A long, rambling, boring post that would have like, stoked the paranoid part of me for being too utterly revealing about me. And it's...

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ugh by snaga2.0 on Fri Apr 17, 2015 8:29 am
Another night without sleep so another day that will be wasted. I disgust me.

Such an addictive personality. It's a good thing drugs have little appeal, or I would long ago have died. So I'm addicted...

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Some background~ by usmc_luv on Fri Apr 17, 2015 5:32 am
I have been living with anxiety and depression for many years now. I would have on and off periods where I would get easily upset. I felt like no body truly knew and believed what was going on with me....

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still angst, buuuut.... by snaga2.0 on Thu Apr 16, 2015 5:27 am

Still feel like crap, but looking on the internet. It could be bad reaction to long usage of Prilosec. Maybe I'm not dying? Grabbing at straws, here.

Very nice dinner with Snagina. Had a good...

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Re: bad day by Ada on Fri Apr 17, 2015 9:45 pm
Welcome to the forum, Emz :D I'm glad you've found us.

Yes, lots of people here have been in psych units....

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Re: Munchausen Syndrome by learningmom on Tue Apr 14, 2015 7:43 pm
Thank you Ada. I will give it a try.

Re: Munchausen Syndrome by Ada on Tue Apr 14, 2015 6:29 pm
Welcome to the forum, learningmom :D

It might be good to repost this in ...

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Re: After mid-terms by xod_s on Tue Apr 14, 2015 3:59 pm
The breathing exercises I've taken up: when I was writing my exam,not being able to/not having gotten into the habit of doing an 'exhale' component go the better of me.

In the breathing exercises I've...

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Re: After mid-terms by xod_s on Tue Apr 14, 2015 3:29 pm
I was particulary nihlist writing my HTML exam.I hope, I at least passed.

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