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Day 1 by RunawayFaye on Sun Apr 06, 2014 4:14 am
I've ben diagnosed with Bipolar I and Borderline Personality Disorder. I don't know if it's the symptoms of these illnesses or the fact that I just suck at life, but my life is a disaster. I have a degree from of one of the top universities in the United States, I have a huge heart, and I'm usually the prettiest girl in the room by a landslide. For some reason, I often fight the urge to end my life and I have this knack for making the WORST possible choices. My boyfriend (who is on the verge of dumping my sorry ass) recommended that I find an online forum, so now I'm here. I like that I can finally be around my own, even it if's only over the internet. I feel like I can talk about all the twisted crap that goes through my head and my heart and not be judged. God knows I need the emotional outlet. I have way too many feelings for my own good. I take everything personally and I blow everything way the ###$ out of proportion. I've never dumped a guy in my life. They always end up leaving me because I'm too crazy, and I can't blame them. I'm on Wellbutrin, Klonopin, Trileptal, and Naltrexone. I feel like the medication just eliminates one type of hell and puts me into other. It's no way to live. I hope I can gain some hope from the others that are one here, because I honestly don't want to die. I just can't live like this.

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Sever Anxiety, Depression, OCD, and Hypocondria. by lucidly on Wed Nov 26, 2014 8:43 am
I've been dealing with sever anxiety and ocd since I was younger and have had depression for now twice. I've been depressed nearly 3mo and it seems i've developed bad hypocondria. my dad has a terminal...

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NIH wastes money on "useless study" by Sunnyg on Tue Nov 25, 2014 8:55 pm
*This study is equivalent to a survey of the type of facial tissue that was best for people living with allergies.*

This is an example of a waste of federal tax research dollars:

Do people with...

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ok i lied by jody on Tue Nov 25, 2014 7:21 pm
well im still here. had a real bad downer,a lot to do with coming to terms with my gender dysphoria and life in general. ive been seeing the pdoc and a psychologist which is helping a lot. ive also just...

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I feel like its my fault because im not good enough by rhianne-reneau on Tue Nov 25, 2014 4:58 am
Okay so I caught my fiance using my email to find girls on Craigslist o guess to have sex with. I was just going through my email and happen to see it i know it wasnt me because that was the night he was...

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Trying to Accept the Narcissism of my Parents by D-ATX87 on Mon Nov 24, 2014 6:15 pm
As I work to accept the fact that my mother's a narcissist, my thoughts are in constant conflict. My old reflexes try to find a way to deny what I've come to know while I actively think of examples to...

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Re: ME by star dust on Sun Nov 23, 2014 9:00 pm
But I shall continue writing throughout the night... seeing as the forums currently don't seem to have the technology to understand ...

Re: ME by star dust on Sun Nov 23, 2014 8:58 pm
I am on here tonight for a totally different reason lol but seeing as me explaining my feelings in posts never seems to work in threads I shall try here instead by continuing my story for everyone to see/hear......

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Re: I have problems with the phrase "inner child" by xod_s on Sun Nov 23, 2014 8:02 pm
I get tiny jolts of increased energy,I derive tiny jolts of energy merely by going to do homework in a different room or place sometimes.

Re: I have problems with the phrase "inner child" by xod_s on Sun Nov 23, 2014 4:07 am
Getting back to the gym is [i]going to s---[/i] >_<,w/ the lack of movement I've had for months now and the weight differences.

Re: am i anattention seeker by Ada on Fri Nov 21, 2014 7:45 pm
Welcome to the forum, la187. I'm sorry you haven't had more replies. We do most of our chat in the forums themselves. And mostly use blogs for self reflective posting. Because, at least for me. I...

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