Lately I've been feeling really depressed and I don't know why...I feel like I have know,one to turn to I don't have a lot of friends I'm one of those teens who sit tords the back of the class that you never noticed...I've been thinking about killing my self lately but I don't want to do it because I know how much grief it would cause my family. The person I really want to talk to is my mom but she's beaten cancer and gets pretty mad wen I tell her about that I feel like I'm trapped in a box and everyone either ignores me or laughs. My mom said that everything will get better but it doesn't feel like it will. She try's to help by haveing us time but my siblings would come down and ruin it the only time I don't really feel depressed is wen I'm playing my favorite games or reading or watching YouTube videos and movies. My mom keeps on say how much I'm like her but it doesn't really seem like it. I got some friends on this game I play but there's only a few kids in it. So please someone if I can talk/text to you I would really appritiate it.