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It's falling apart.update by Geostormz on Mon Jul 18, 2011 6:15 pm
I honestly don't know how to start expressing my emotions. I love my family more than anything else even though we fight day in and day out. Lately i have dropped back into old habits started drinking,cutting, and using drugs but its what keeps me normal a some what a relaxed state so i don't
(I'm sorry if this sounds jumbled around and i know i tend to repeat something's more than once and my hands shaking when i get like this.)
The past few days have been rough i feel like I'm losing my mind. I dont think i can hold out any longer and i was saved once from a suicide by overdose. Plus when i try to defuse the situation it just ends up 10x's worse. i know if keep this up i wont make it but i just want them to be happy.
So i guess today is monday and i decided to go back my friends for awhile.so i guess its an okay start to the week.
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