about a week or two ago I finally after three years of not going out with my friends...I did the whole day before I was thinking about it stressing making myself sick I wanted to go in when I saw the sun going down I began panicking I have to go to school like any other normal teen and I have to get people to walk me to the bus stop because I have Anxiety about walking far away from home and normally walk back I walk back by myself I normally end up half way home I begin panicking then Ill just run home, I have alot of problems and want therapy but its two much and no one knows about these problems I have alot more problems but Dont know how to deal with them anymore the more days past the more my Anxiety gets worse I keep a bat under my bed...I lock all doors and windows and I think I have schizophrenia because Im constantly hearing whispers...screams... I see this girl who follows me everywhere I normally just end up falling apart crying myself to sleep and I Dont know why I feel so depressed I mean I've lived with these problems all my life...but Im only now starting to feel depressed I also have my family problems...like my sister just got put in a wheel chair...I Dont know what to do.