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Trying to isolate my feeligs by smartenup on Sun Jun 01, 2014 7:20 pm
I just looked at the clock. Nearly 30 hours ago I was sitting in a filthy seat at my machine. Jumping from $5.00 bets, to $2.00 bets to $1.00 bet and then yes .20 cents. Until it was all gone. Today; I have not taken phone calls or desired any contact from outside. I am gearing up for my self exclusion experience. I hope it goes painlessly. Even though I know I will miss the escape. I need to do this for my long term health and wellbeing. I intend on doing it this week.
I have to do it this week. Or I will risk being untrue to myself. I have a saying and it's silly I know: wherever I go, there I am.
No sense running and hiding. I will always have to look in a mirror and admit I am a compulsive gambler.

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a deam by wasp_rainbowarrior on Sun Feb 19, 2017 3:32 am
i was waiting outside of a place. me and a big group of people i know but can't identify were going to go in there to watch a documentary. when we got in, it was a church. everyone including the father...

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Women and sex and relationships! by OMNICELL on Sun Feb 19, 2017 3:31 am
When o when will this strangle hold on my abilities with women stop; when will it stop!

I understand a specific aspect of dissociative disorder; I can believe that the rest of the world is against...

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OCD *trigger warning* by starlight0993 on Sun Feb 19, 2017 2:39 am
I'm hoping to reach out to someone suffering from OCD - Pure Obsession/Intrusive thoughts. You are not alone and help is available. My problems began at an early age. Example: I would drop something and...

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Skin color by fisherwoman on Sat Feb 18, 2017 9:46 pm
So these voices in my head keep telling me that everyone used to have black skin on themselves including myself. So why is everyone a different color now? It must be magic. Why do you burn in the sun?...

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A warning to the pschiatric pretend rulers. by highdimensionman on Sat Feb 18, 2017 6:50 pm
I am technically god the computers hit zero point at june 2015 and my timestream universe was born.
You sense it with all the mandella effects that have happended and more. Wita my way is far mathematically...

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Re: i don't know the subject this time by wasp_rainbowarrior on Sat Feb 18, 2017 3:07 pm
i haven't felt that bad since yesterday but i haven't felt anything else either. whenever i stop and pay attention to how i'm feeling i get this tight chest feeling and my heart beats faster, like some...

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Re: Fell off the DVD waggon... by lonelydaydream on Sat Feb 18, 2017 12:31 pm
[quote="Snaga"]Considering you're already past the mean survival for the worse kind, and the other is much more common, correct? Prayers and fingers crossed...

I don't think it's odd at all...

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Re: Howdy y'all by Snaga on Sat Feb 18, 2017 2:32 am
Howdy back and welcome to being an active member of PF

Re: i don't know the subject this time by Snaga on Sat Feb 18, 2017 2:28 am
Hugs!

I know, in my worse moments, I feel as if my hold on reality slips. And it sounds almost as if you're disassociating a bit. Been there done that, also.

I don't know how it works for you, but it...

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Re: Fell off the DVD waggon... by Snaga on Sat Feb 18, 2017 2:18 am
Considering you're already past the mean survival for the worse kind, and the other is much more common, correct? Prayers and fingers crossed...

I don't think it's odd at all to think of something, anything,...

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