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Old self harm scars, military, psychology-- question. by AriMcGuire on Thu May 15, 2014 2:51 am

Well I'm 24 years old, my scars are a decade old, literally. When I was younger, I grew up in a war called "home" and I suppressed my emotions, I always had a smile on, was always making others laugh, pretending pain was not reality. It was reality alright, I broke at the tender age of 14, but I never wanted to die. I had harmed myself in order to understand the feelings others would get from cutting, but I could never seem to find the pleasure through it, it hurt! I did this a few times until I said "enough is enough there must be another way!"-- And truthfully the only way was simply getting my life together, it all starts from within. I learned to deal with pain on my own, no help. I've been through a lot and have made plenty of mistakes, but I believe and KNOW my past does NOT define the strong woman I am today.

I've always wanted to serve my country, I've been a protector since a child, the fuel to the fire actually started at home protecting my mother and sister from my father, then I proceeded behind the doors of my homes, such as protecting ones from bullies. I want to enlist with the Air Force in a year, do a bit more college before hand, and I want to major in psychology. I'd love to help anyone in general, from my personal experiences I have helped many, and I will not stop being there for others, guiding them, showing them there is a way. I feel there's too many people that go into professions that give service onto others simply for the money, instead of doing it because it comes from the heart, because they genuinely care, and want to help.

I've seen positive and negative thoughts over my past and how it can disqualify me, I will still try my best and give it my all, but what is your thoughts on this? And even if I do get disqualified, I'm gonna continue my studies towards becoming a psychologist. I can still become one, right? It would be a shame to know all years I'd put into something I love I'd be denied from because of my past mistakes.

Thank you!

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I don't know. Help? by brahidk on Wed Dec 28, 2016 10:24 am
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separation anxiety by donttouch on Wed Dec 21, 2016 11:03 pm
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Is it Possible? YES by neg2pos on Tue Oct 18, 2016 7:01 am
Is it Possible? YES

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Have i become addicted to sex or has my boyfriend lost interest? by Lipsydoll on Tue Sep 20, 2016 11:27 am
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Re: I don't know. Help? by Snaga on Thu Dec 29, 2016 4:51 am
Hi, I'm one of the moderators here.
This wound up in the blog section, where members can keep a journal.
You might consider posting in open forum, since you are not sure of what may be going on, a good...

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Re: I unfriended my depressed friend. by quietgirl2538 on Sun Sep 04, 2016 1:08 am
Like anyone else, you are free to choose whom you want to befriend or not. For whatever reasons, it's your freedom to do that. Don't beat yourself up for it.

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An old blog post- but I think a lot of guys who are gay or bi, somehow think things will change with marriage, and.... it doesn't, unfortunately. I think unless an agreement can be made, and we're open...

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Re: Confused gay or straight by AnonymusWeirdo on Thu Sep 01, 2016 10:34 am
I would say just divorce and go for It. I'm sure I'm gay too bro, I haven't tried but I have attraction for boys, but my girlfriend is pregnant which complicate things much more. Maybe you regret It because...

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Re: help me? by AttemptAtRecovery on Tue May 31, 2016 7:38 am
You can always PM me...I partially relate tbh. I really hope you get someone's help ):

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