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WTF? by asoulfragmented on Sat Oct 19, 2013 9:48 am
Mood: Exhausted
Listening to: Blake Shelton - Sure be cool if you did


It is one of those nights where I cannot get my mind to shut up. I am so sleepy but alas it manages to escape me. Racing thoughts and the like, This is my first time online today and it is 4:45 am so I guess that would technically mean that I was not online at all yesterday. I have not been able to focus enough on one thing to read a book. That is very stressful as reading is an outlet for me, I have my youtube playlist playing on shuffle so I don't even have to make a decision about a song cause right now my mind won't let me even think on it enough. I thought coming on here and writing for a bit would make me feel better or at least give me something to do but even now it is difficult to focus enough not to stray the subject. I love music there is rarely a time in my life that music is not playing. I listen to just about every genre I can think of with the exception of polka. Lately when I try to go to sleep paranoia takes over, it seems like the moment I become "still" the $#%^ hits the fan so to speak. Paranoia,agitation, conversations in my head with more than one voice. WTF? I moved across the country and have yet to see a therapist or mental health professional for that matter. I have been off meds since roughly June. I sometimes feel like I am watching my life play in front of me like a movie without the option to react. I mean my body is reacting but I am not, what the hell is that about? The other night I went to bed around 3 am to try to sleep but the moment I stopped listening to music and reading articles online and settled down in my bed with the lights off it got ugly. First the paranoia set in, it was extreme. I felt like I was screaming inside my mind but no sounds escaped me. It seemed endless then a soft little crying voice was in my head like a thought but not my thought. Then the weirdest thing happened.... I got this mental image of a little girl crying holding a teddy bear curled up in a corner. I don't know how I knew but the little girls name is Sophia and she is 6. I have never seen this little girl before so how would I know her in my mind? Let me say this, My name is not Sophia and I have never personally met anyone by that name. After the image of the little girl left the "screaming" in my head started back up. I don't know.... I am lost and not sure what is going on. After that night I called and made an appointment with a dr in the new town I am in. I am nervous about going to a new dr, I do not trust easily and I don't know if I can open up to them. :?

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I unfriended my depressed friend. by owlcityislove on Sat Sep 03, 2016 12:37 pm
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I am new here by forbiddenskills on Wed Jul 13, 2016 5:40 pm
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help me? by xzglr on Fri May 27, 2016 3:17 pm
Hello everyone!
Some bad things happened in my life lately, and i really don't know what to do anymore. And i can't tell anyone and i really need help... Please help me.
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Re: I unfriended my depressed friend. by quietgirl2538 on Sun Sep 04, 2016 1:08 am
Like anyone else, you are free to choose whom you want to befriend or not. For whatever reasons, it's your freedom to do that. Don't beat yourself up for it.

Re: Confused gay or straight by Snaga on Fri Sep 02, 2016 5:33 am
An old blog post- but I think a lot of guys who are gay or bi, somehow think things will change with marriage, and.... it doesn't, unfortunately. I think unless an agreement can be made, and we're open...

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Re: Confused gay or straight by AnonymusWeirdo on Thu Sep 01, 2016 10:34 am
I would say just divorce and go for It. I'm sure I'm gay too bro, I haven't tried but I have attraction for boys, but my girlfriend is pregnant which complicate things much more. Maybe you regret It because...

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Re: help me? by AttemptAtRecovery on Tue May 31, 2016 7:38 am
You can always PM me...I partially relate tbh. I really hope you get someone's help ):

Re: help me? by Snaga on Fri May 27, 2016 6:57 pm
This isn't the proper place to ask for advice, you should think about posting in forum:

http://www.psychforums.com/child-abuse/

Please post in there, and you'll get folks to respond to you much more...

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