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Ready for help. by Bella01 on Sat Jul 27, 2013 8:22 pm

I feel quite silly doing this but its got to the point where i cant take how i am anymore.

When i was 14 i started self harming i know what most people think at 14 its just about the attention, well with me it never was, i never told anyone, i never showed anyone and i never bragged about it to anyone. I don't know what happened its like i woke up one day and something just clicked in my head and i just couldn't stop self harming, i was angry all the time and i needed to let the anger out and i choose burning and cutting myself.
Years past and i still self harmed, of course i got help i went to counseling but that didn't work as i didn't talk about "my issues" i went to the doctors but that didn't help as i wouldn't take any medication, my mum found out and tried to help me but nothing could make me stop and nothing could control my anger other than hurting myself.

I am now 21 and i push every body in my life away , i go through stages where i go in serve depression to the point where i sit in dark room and speak to no one for days on end. My mood constantly changes to quickly i can be happy one minute and so low the next.

I went to the doctors a couple of weeks ago and was diagnosed with an unbalance of hormones in my brain which causes the serve mood swings and depression, i was giving tablets to control it but i don't want to take them i want to fix them on my own but i don't know how to and i don't know how to control them.

I want help, i cant take this anymore i'm pushing people i care about away, my emotions change all time and they heighten as well.

Thanks for reading, any advise is welcome!

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