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Stress: when lean upon and when I need to lead. by Business on Fri Aug 29, 2014 11:49 pm
I'm 31 years old. Might take a year from now where i should be working on a daily basis fully committed to earn a living on a mediocre job. Giving myself 7 to 10 years before i get a hold of something non- manual.
Was on drugs for 4 years, its been a year since I've been drug free. Coming out of drugs, made up my mind where i really wanted to be. Made efforts working out and doing therapy in front of the mirror which involve speaking out loud and lifting small weights at the same time, so i can be more efficient speaking my mind without disturbing the thought. And it wasnt till recently i found that reading books out loud its better.
Before falling into drugs had a job working manual labor. Couldnt take an office job, stress me a lot.
Yes, I have a bachollers degree from an Univerity.
Well, back to Stress: when lean upon and when i need to lead.
It seems that every time i get lean upon i stress and cant think straight. I've probably distance you or raise my voice just to make a point which i now it didnt break through. Then i'm told stupid and that i'm going nowhere. And when im goin to speak a lead as in "i got this" i dont even speak it, i've actually stumble in order to look stupid.
I feel rage everytime i cant answers straight and simple. Its in my head i just cant let it out.
Anyone please comment on what has help you on the past.
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