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I may be going insane by Rednation on Wed Jan 07, 2015 7:50 am
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I am currently a male upperclassmen in high school. My grades are... For lack of a more accurate word bad, I have about a 2.0 cumulative. I used to want to be a 2d animator you know like cartoons. When I think about it that goal it is as far as can be from my reach. About a year and 4 months ago I saw this girl who is now the only thing I think about, I talk to her In very small conversations daily, she is the only reason I even want to go to school when I'm in class I zone out and just think about her I would do anything, everything, and more to make her smile. I go home from school too depressed that I'm not more to her than just someone to talk to for ten-twenty minutes and forget my homework and just think about her, cry for a few hours. Then my mother gets home and it's time for me to fake a smile and make sure she never worries about me. I usually talk to friends on skype which surprisingly takes my mind off of her a little bit, then nighttime comes and I'm back in bed crying,shaking, tired but too scared of how bad my depression may get if I don't keep working for her I've even caught myself whispering her name and talking about how much I love her when I'm in this state. So I'm trapped in this cycle, I ignore school and think of her then I remember she's the one and only thing I would ever work for and my grades just keep dropping. The one funny thing, nobody knows I have this problem, I seem so mentally stable, and I have plenty of friends, I'm only lonely because i avoid talking to people sometimes so I can just lay in bed and think about her. I had brought this problem to a different site and I was banned within a day (I must've swore or something) and I felt like nobody could help me, i have 3 ways I think of my life going, either I end up with this girl that I would be as loyal as a dog too, I somehow manage to pursue my dream of being an animator, or I don't end up with her and my depression takes over, and It scares me so much. Please just give me feedback, I need this help I feel empty.

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Was I sexually abused? by veglord on Tue Jun 13, 2017 1:31 pm
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Re: Anxiety is destroying me by Snaga on Sat Aug 12, 2017 6:15 am
I never considered my momma would pass. But she did- and now all I can do is think how I'm next. It's hard not to feel despair, but somehow we have to find something that will work for us, if we want...

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Re: Was it really rape? by Snaga on Mon May 22, 2017 1:39 pm
Consider posting this is Sexual Abuse forum....

And, yes.

Re: I am trapped in my mind , Bipolar II, Excessive Fantasizing by Snaga on Tue May 16, 2017 2:16 pm
Well, instead of the blogs, you might want to think about posting in open forum. But I'm not sure where. Perhaps a start in Living With Mental Illness forum, and then go from there.

I have dabbled,...

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Re: A Vicious Cycle. by Snaga on Fri May 12, 2017 3:54 am
If you're really wanting responses.. the blogs are hit and miss with interaction- think about posting in forum. Perhaps in Depression or Bipolar, to see what folks think....

Re: day 1 by quietaj on Tue Apr 25, 2017 10:20 pm
[quote="Snaga"]Welcome to the blogs![/quote]Thank you!!

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