Saw my Granny for dinner the other night, Man she is a character and not one you would want to mess with. She said something that annoyed me tho, she said that I would never understand what it would be like to lose a son and that everyone had forgotten him. I felt like saying no, but I do understand what it is like to lose a father aged 8 and I have not forgotten him. but I did not. I bit my tongue and nodded and agreed with her as I always do, and in the manner to which she has become accustomed. I do love my Granny to pieces but sometimes she can be very difficult.

Well on the plus side I think I am finally starting to come down. I managed to sleep from 11 til about 4 then dozed, which is a huge thing and a suggestion to me things are improving. I am going to call my psych team next week and tell them, plus ask them if I should up my AD at some point in anticipation of the dip I have after a high. Tho I dont want to do that too early incase it pings me back up again.

Sooooooooo what else is going on in the world of Cracked. I have had a funny blood test result or two and need them repeated but I am going to wait til my GP comes back and discuss it with her as it is a bit complicated.

My therapist has made me address routine as I think I mentioned and today is shop day, but this means I need to huddle in a long queue with all the other scoundrels and scalliwags on benefit to get some money out Man, adjusting my finances after going from a working wage to benefits was a challenge. But I have done it - Yay Cracked!

Waffle waffle, time to go before I bore you all to death, decreasing the amt of posters here - not good.

So hope all are OK

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