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getting off medication by stephanieharrison on Fri Dec 21, 2012 4:30 pm
i live in california and i was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder 13 years ago. when i first got on medication in 2000 i became suicidal and tried to kill myself 12 times. i finally figured it out that it was the medication that was causing this so this last year i weened myself off of lithium, lamactal, zoloft and ambien but am still taking the resperidal. i was also halucinating some really scary things when i was on the medication. since i've gotton off the medications i don't feel depressed and i don't have these horrible halucinations anymore. i notice that i do hear voices when i don't take the resperidal, well i hear them anyways but more when i don't take the reperidal and its scary so i still take it and i also feel like my heart is gonna rupture if i don't take it. i know that it stops the dopamine in your brain the happy chemical so why would i want to do that, it doesnt make any sense to me. i use street drugs to and i know thats not good but i'm addicted and its very hard to get off those and i keep trying but then i run to them for relief. maybe someday ill be able to get off all these stupid drugs. good luck to you :lol:

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Blah Day 2 by playinthemirror on Fri Jun 23, 2017 1:34 am
Same as yesterday. I dont even know why Im here. Im depressed and sad but its too hard to cry. Keep bingeing and purging. Dissociating.

I give up.

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My sexuality and the problem I have with it by Itriedbutohwell on Thu Jun 22, 2017 7:16 pm
I'm bisexual.

You would think that makes it easier to find someone to like right? I did when I first came to terms with it.

I'm filled with fear and dread everytime I think about it now.

What if I fall...

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Talk a long walk on a short pier in my shoes by Itriedbutohwell on Thu Jun 22, 2017 6:58 pm
Before I even start, let me admit that this is a difficult task for me, though not for the reason you would think. I guess before I delve into my "feelings" I should give some backstory. At...

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My Dr. Made Me Do It! by Jadedbutterfly on Thu Jun 22, 2017 3:46 pm
Yesterday was my first blog and I have read it over and over and fixed it in my mind a million ways. So I will back up and start with why I'm on here in the first place.
My Dr. told me I need to...

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Child Sexual Experimentation by spork on Thu Jun 22, 2017 10:46 am
When I was 12 my brother (who was 8 ) and I started kissing. We would kiss each other flat on the lips and any other way we tried it we found to be gross and didn't really do. We would do this occasionally...

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Re: Blah Day 2 by Snaga on Fri Jun 23, 2017 1:56 am
Stay safe, sweetie- try not to purge, if you can. Hugs.

Re: My sexuality and the problem I have with it by Snaga on Fri Jun 23, 2017 1:55 am
I don't think it really makes it easier, either. Either the other person's turned off if you tell them what you are, or they'll think that you're 'in denial' that you're really Gay.... and..... being...

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Re: My Dr. Made Me Do It! by Snaga on Fri Jun 23, 2017 1:24 am
I thought reading people was considered a basic social skill? Or is it what you're doing with the information you glean?

Re: Child Sexual Experimentation by Snaga on Thu Jun 22, 2017 12:14 pm
Fixed- posts can not be edited beyond a short period.

Consider posting in Remorse forum, if you wish responses- the blogs will not generate much in the way of replies.

IMO that is pushing the limits...

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Re: Child Sexual Experimentation by spork on Thu Jun 22, 2017 10:49 am
I don't know how to edit this post and for some reason I think the number "eight" at the top was replaced with an emoji? Anyway it says 8.

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