You are.....*TW*

Just a few phrases I heard growing up...and still hear to this day

"Hey...you little bitch....get up, you are so lazy. "
"get ou here and do this $#%^...damn you...I hate you!"
"you make my life hell, its your fault I have cancer"
"I wish you were dead...die you little whore"
"I wish you were never born, you are a mistake"

"Stop eating so much...look how chuncky you are"
"you dont eat my food...you hate my cooking...then run away"
"call the cops,....Im gonna kill you...Imj gonna kill myself"

"do something...get out of my way.....little #####&...little dummy...stupid fat pig

Sloppy....lazy...worthless....idiot....dumb...fat....ugly....hated....never loved

nobody loves you...no one would care if you died....you are to blame for everything wrong with me.....

you better not screw up...do it right...do it perfect.....ill make you everything I never was....
I cant allow you to do that....are you happy? you dont deserve to be happy....dont cry dont smile....dont show me emotions....

I dont love you,..........you want a hug?
get away from me...go sit alone in your room...you will listen to everyone else be happy.....you cant laugh...you cant talk.....because


YOU ARE NOTHING!

Sound like my step dad.

Asshole.

Bless your heart. You are something, you are real, you are special, and we love ya.

Dear God, who says these things to you? It's horrable. I'm really concerned. Pm me if you want to talk about anything.

Thanks....that be my mother...the "kind" loving mother.
I'm now 22 and on my own yet she still gets me.
I cant get away from her.
Her calls...her unloving me, and her favoritism towards my 2 sisters. My sisters are just as bad anymore. They trigger me deeper into self-destruction.
Im going to get my number chnaged soon so I dont have to worry about her calls...and her leaving messages but I fear she still will come over late at night in a drunken rage...ponmding on my door, yeah Im afraid of my mother.
but just like my problems I feel like i need it like i need her to hurt me.
Growing up....thats was my life every night.
She would yell ands cream non stop...well she would stop so she could watch me dancing with her drunken basard "boyfirends" and called me awhore if they would molest me..all while she would watch.

((((((LHauger))))))

Words definatly do hurt hon.
I've dealt with verbal abuse before, I know how it can affect you.

Stay strong, i'm sorry that you had to hear such awful things.