Hate my gutless Husband and his parents!

[Emily-Lee]

It's getting to the point that he is so scared and weak that I am taking on all responsibilities and stress that my mental and physical well being are being pushed to the limit.

We are in a bad situation atm and he won't even speak to his parents about lending and I mean lending us money until our house sells. We have only borrowed money once from them 12 years ago and it was paid straight back. These people are multi millionaires and I mean it,that it's not an exaggeration.

They have given their 2 daughters much larger sums then what we need to borrow to keep but I will definitely pay them back as I would never want them holding anything over my head.

To top it off our 2 youngest have major health problems and as usual I have to try to sort it out. Hubby'd just wait and see and with waiting with their conditions they could die also his parents never contact us to ask about the kids and what they have has been passed down through them yet they favour one daughter and her child so much because she also has a different health problem, not as serious as our kids.

I just can't stand it. I never favour any of my children over the others and I believe in if you do for one you do for all.

Today I worked out all the figures and what we needed to do and my husband blankly refused to look at them even though by ignoring this and his parents not helping we have already lost over $70,000. I had a major hypo late today and I'd had enough so I just went and laid down, didn't treat it.

I slept for 2 hours, I guess I was hoping to get so sick that my husband might have finally stood up and been a man but I woke up, I should have been in a coma by then.

I'm just so really, really angry. I feel like I'm the only one dealing with this and using my brain to take us forward, I'm really so depressed by what's happening in my life I wish he'd move out because it's really hard to let go of your anger and resentment when it's in your face all the time. Let the 42yr old child go move back in with his oh so perfect, never can do anything wrong parents. My own kids can't stand their grandparents as they've seen how their cousins are always favoured over them and they get sick of listening to their grandmother cry poor when they spend 6months a year overseas on holidays. I feel sorry for the kids but there's no way in hell I can sugar coat any of this or the past.

I don't know if venting has made me feel better or just made it build up all again.