Dear Mother, Dear Father: I've outgrown that f---ing lullaby

[FrayedEndOfSanity]

Dear Mother
Dear Father
What Is this Hell You Have Put Me Through
Believer
Deceiver
Day in Day out Live My Life Through You
Pushed onto Me What's Wrong or Right
Hidden from this Thing That They Call Light

Dear Mother, Dear Former Father-Figure, Dear Ex-Stepfather:

You invited people into my life that hurt me. Then you tried to kill me because you thought that was the solution.

You tried to homeschool me so that you could instill your xenophobic, paranoid tendencies within me. Years later, you admitted that you were sexually attracted to me.

You brainwashed me to try and coerce me into having your child.


And you ALL tried to tell me that what you did was right.

F**K ALL OF YOU.

Dear Mother
Dear Father
You Clipped My Wings Before I Learnt to Fly
Unspoiled
Unspoken
I've Outgrown That F---ing Lullaby
Same Thing I've Always Heard from You
Do as I Say Not as I Do

You f---ed up. Royally. I don't have ANYTHING of yours I want to listen to or accept as my own. F**K OFF. There are better lessons for me to learn, and you will NOT be the ones teaching them to me!

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Hidden in Your World You've Made for Me
I'm Seething
I'm Bleeding
Ripping Wounds in Me That Never Heal
Undying Spite I Feel for You
Living out this Hell You Always Knew

I have forgiven you. But I have not forgotten you. And as long as your "lessons" stay in me, I'll keep hurting.

So you can all stay in your respective, dysfunctional little worlds--I'M NOT GOING TO BE A PART OF THEM ANYMORE! If you can't help yourselves, then I certainly can't. So F**K off.

And when I'm finally free from the thoughts that still remain, I won't be living in Hell anymore. Because in spite of everything you've told and taught me, life is beautiful!!!

Goodbye, f***ers.

--Frayed