Seriously.. A Venting Forum????

[gabigoo]

Wow, A place to vent..
How cool.


I have a lot of anxiety about posting this.. & i'm debating about just closing the freaking window.

I hate my friends.
I don't even consider them friends, I think they are all people that I just use. I can't trust them because they are horrible people. then again who can you really trust..
well, I won't lie, I can trust my kitty cat...
and a couple other people..
Why is that? maybe because I'm just stupid?

My brother's court date is on the 20th of april, and i'm fuc king scared
but of what?
I mean I've been through this with him so many times so it's the same thing happening to a degree.
It's just that he's going to be going to prison which i'm not sure how my paren'ts are going to react and I'm not sure how that's going to make me feel. This event can make me turn into a complete mess. When that happens it's written all over my face..
Then I might have to let my emotions out & the poor people i lay it out on will have to hear about it for how ever long.. or I can prepare myself to keep it all in...
That's what I'll do.. i'll keep it all because i know if I start talking about it I will never shut the !@#@ up!




Anyhow, this was a pointless thing to vent about..
& what bugs me is that I talk about my brother, I used to never talk about him this much and lately my brother is the thing that's been on my mind.
Fuc king dick head.